tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71154359266437427172012-01-25T00:44:56.155+05:30juz pennin dwn ma thots....its fr meself...n fr ppl..who can actly understnd it.....fr da rest...i hope..u don get bored... :) hav fun readin it.....n thnx fr visitin....... best wishes......dranzer..dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.comBlogger551100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-7842310903420536462011-12-18T05:53:00.002+05:302011-12-18T05:55:14.307+05:30<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-o-DIfcOXMKA/Tu0yYyjLo6I/AAAAAAAAAUA/6DO8OqfFdDY/s1600/DarkAnime.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-o-DIfcOXMKA/Tu0yYyjLo6I/AAAAAAAAAUA/6DO8OqfFdDY/s400/DarkAnime.jpg" width="306" /></a></div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-784231090342053646?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-66199357515991875312011-12-18T05:46:00.000+05:302011-12-28T17:25:33.998+05:30<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">recording: 04:36 am<br /><div><br /></div><div>rooftop, chilly wind, rustle of the leaves, a bright moon, deathly shadows...</div><div>meandering bats speckling the lights from the mighty ITPL edifices...</div><div>a pristine view...nature at its best.</div><div>back against the railing...a folded knee...</div><div>a battered laptop (..oh its still new!! ) ...</div><div>a numbness, a calm..</div><div>a serene flavor...</div><div><br /></div><div>i wonder when i had this peace of mind...</div><div>seems to me like an era has flown past right before my eyes.....</div><div><br /></div><div>yet another long day....</div><div>work on a saturday...yeah i knw it sux... ##@@###...</div><div>some awesome Bleach thereafter......</div><div>a bit of Mafia Wars spacing the gaps...</div><div><br /></div><div>###...Oh i should have gotten a jacket here ^^&amp;&amp;###</div><div>freezing......</div><div><br /></div><div>04:50 am [armed wid my jean jacket]</div><div><br /></div><div>// don't knw y i want to get this recorded.....it juz needs to be...//</div><div><br /></div><div>it's those small moments that matter in the end......</div><div><br /></div><div>9th December 2010... 11:00 pm....</div><div><br /></div><div>Hostel room #746...4 friends....</div><div>the normal gossip routine....</div><div>whats the hot movie in town....</div><div>ohh he looks so good......</div><div>ohh shez so yuck.......</div><div>ohh the two of them together $$%% God save the souls!! @#$....</div><div><br /></div><div>2 battered laptops ( oh dese r very old!! )...</div><div>ION wi-fi....some crappy youtube videos.....</div><div>some old memories.......</div><div>some impish laughs...</div><div>some puny cell phones....</div><div><br /></div><div>last day of end sem......last exam of our lives.......</div><div>a happiness bound by no chains....</div><div>a sense of freedom.....</div><div>the last day in college.....</div><div>an internship to look forward to...</div><div>a job to dwell upon.........</div><div>wat a day it was....</div><div>ppl partying hard......after al it was CS that always got done wid its exams first...</div><div>oders still savoring our excitement......evn tho dey had exam fvr over der head....</div><div>it was the best feelin ever.....</div><div>---------------------------------------</div><div>a night that no one can ever forget.......</div><div>---------------------------------------</div><div><br /></div><div>11:15 pm</div><div><br /></div><div>constant beeping of those puny beings...</div><div>ohh ppl shud learn how we ignore \m/</div><div>no1 shud interfere....we were havin our&nbsp;imperishable&nbsp;moments together....</div><div>2 missed calls....3 missed calls...4th missed call...</div><div>5th....my friend had to take dis call dis time...it was juz too much....</div><div><br /></div><div>a faint smile as she said hello... (why so many calls dude..!! )</div><div>a devouring tear the next moment......</div><div><br /></div><div>the three of us were&nbsp;appalled.......what happened????.....was what evry1's expression pored into her eyes...</div><div><br /></div><div>the world stood still...we had to get her off the call.....we had to know..what made her snap in an instant...</div><div>we had to know....we had to know........</div><div><br /></div><div>11:30 pm</div><div><br /></div><div>at first it didn't register....it just didn't register.......it simply dint......</div><div><br /></div><div>11:40 pm</div><div><br /></div><div>WHAT!!!! HOW!!! WHY!!! WHY NOW!!! WHY TONIGHT!!! WHY THIS MOMENT????</div><div><br /></div><div>11:50 pm</div><div><br /></div><div>calls calls and more calls....evry1 was talkin....wid evry1 ........</div><div>juz too many calls.......</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>12:30 am</div><div><br /></div><div>6th floor balcony......1 abandoned chair....on that..sat one abandoned soul....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>01:00 am</div><div><br /></div><div>Too much to reason....too much to dwell upon...what internship what job.....its all materialistic...</div><div>how does it even matter......</div><div><br /></div><div>02:00 am</div><div><br /></div><div>tears found der way to dis world.....</div><div><br /></div><div>03:00 am</div><div><br /></div><div>it all registered....</div><div>it finally did......</div><div><br /></div><div>04:00 am</div><div><br /></div><div>Life is so short.....y do we even bother to run aftr things that dont matter.....</div><div>excessive money...compelling work life...obsessive dreams....</div><div>for whom? for what purpose??</div><div><br /></div><div>You should live it the best way you can NOW not strive to make it the best..for a time..ur NOT EVEN sure of........</div><div><br /></div><div>Life is just a bitch.....lez not make it worse.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>05:00 am</div><div><br /></div><div>It was just today morning..the time right before our last exam....</div><div>He said....aur Aakanksha....aj Dee Tee pe milte hain fir...all the best for our last exam... :)</div><div><br /></div><div>that smile.....that last look..i still remember.........&nbsp;</div><div>its etched deep down my memory lane........</div><div><br /></div><div>A deathly bike....a cursed tanker.....</div><div><br /></div><div>I wish we had more time...........i wish the doctors were more efficient...</div><div>I wish....it wasnt you......how cud it be u.......we used to sit in the adjacent benches...</div><div>4 yrs in one section...always the same room......</div><div><br /></div><div>neva thot wud feel it so close to my heart...dis feelin of emptiness......</div><div>i wish i had no soul........</div><div><br /></div><div>The way you called out my name...the way i cud neva forget....</div><div>the birthday party.....</div><div>the DJing together.....</div><div>Dose bihari songs......</div><div>Dat dance floor.....</div><div><br /></div><div>I cud still see u der.........</div><div><br /></div><div>Y u o friend...y u........</div><div><br /></div><div>Wish you were here.......</div><div>Wish u cud c dis...</div><div>wish i cud reverse the particles of time....</div><div>and juz remove dat death road from the journey of your life.....</div><div>Wish dat no such thing ever happens...to neone i know.....neone i care about....</div><div><br /></div><div>Loved ur company my friend......</div><div>Such a happy soul u were...</div><div><br /></div><div>just wen i was starting to wonder....wud i ever be able to meet my friends...how will i make al dat happen...</div><div>we should find some way to keep up in our lives....just wen i was planin our future meetins wid al my pals...</div><div>it turns out...i will NEVER be able to meet that one friend...with that smile....</div><div>i dont think it will ever sink in.....i dont think il ever believe this happened.......</div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div>$$$########...........present day.........%$$$$$$$$$$$$%</div><div><br /></div><div>05:39 am</div><div><br /></div><div>I think I can see you amongst those bright stars......</div><div>That star..smiling right back at me...that star....saying....hey Aakanksha...kaisi hai tu....</div><div>like he alwas used to say........</div><div><br /></div><div>###.......$#$%$%^.........y is it still freezing out here.......#$..%%^^^.......</div><div>I had my jacket on......yes i did........i went back n i got to my room....n i picked that jean jacket up....</div><div>i remember doing that.......it was dark....c!! i even forgot my slippers in the process......</div><div><br /></div><div>##$$....%%^^</div><div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></span></div><div>If i did not pick the jacket up....then what was that warm touch wen i picked it up???????</div><div><br /></div><div>$%%%%%%..............it's not a goood feeeeling.......#@@@@.........<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com/2008/12/recording.html" target="_blank">PREQUEL: "RECORDING....."</a></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6619935751599187531?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-75374242033660266652010-12-21T01:26:00.000+05:302010-12-21T01:33:16.724+05:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/TQ-2N1HCfOI/AAAAAAAAARs/QtMg2Z9Hs38/s1600/%255Blarge%255D%255BAnimePaper%255Dwallpapers_Death-Note_grayserg_28241.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/TQ-2N1HCfOI/AAAAAAAAARs/QtMg2Z9Hs38/s320/%255Blarge%255D%255BAnimePaper%255Dwallpapers_Death-Note_grayserg_28241.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5552857214282267874" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-7537424203366026665?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-60481436406797446162010-12-21T01:21:00.000+05:302010-12-21T01:22:02.056+05:30<div>the aroha,</div><div>oh..the wine,</div><div>a pristine shiver</div><div>immaculately divine</div><div><br /></div><div>words suffice not</div><div>to live the fear</div><div>oh..my precious..</div><div>are u here?</div><div><br /></div><div>my eyes are cold</div><div>i see obscure</div><div>oh..wait..</div><div>is it just the emotionless galore?</div><div><br /></div><div>the verses peachy</div><div>the promises sore</div><div>oh..a wonder</div><div>is there not a soul?</div><div><br /></div><div>a gentle touch</div><div>a soft kiss</div><div>a sweet whisper</div><div>an enchantment pure</div><div><br /></div><div>a numbness of time</div><div>an immortal synchrony</div><div>oh..thy embrace</div><div>a different world</div><div>it's beauty divine</div><div><br /></div><div>a bed of reality</div><div>roses unreal</div><div>amongst fake mortals</div><div>a dream so real</div><div><br /></div><div>the aroha,</div><div>oh..the wine</div><div>a pristine shiver</div><div>immaculately divine</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6048143640679744616?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-21096054648850898182010-05-13T11:46:00.002+05:302011-12-02T16:35:50.757+05:30<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">In the shattered reflection of the Past I dwell,<br />Was it memories or feelings, it’s hard to tell;<br />My mother’s cry, my father’s hell,<br />My sister and I have a story to tell.<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">Ages passed by, the road was our haven;<br />A dime, a coin; amongst none we were mistaken,<br />Inedible trash, unfathomable living;<br />Oh, poor soul don’t worry,<br />My sister and I are far from complaining.<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">It was few years to crawl out of adolescence,<br />an angel, a beauty, my sister;<br />my neighbors cried of insolence.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">I worked all day, I worked all night;<br />my master’s glory, my mistress’ pride;<br />It was a dream that did not pass by.<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">It was one day, when that sire arrived;<br />accustomed to our presence,<br />on the street he stopped by,<br />A limo, the sire, in formals with a tie;<br />My master, my savior, my mentor in disguise.<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">A sister to take pride on married my master’s son,<br />a wonderful proposal, a beautiful wedding,<br />oh, what a joy was my master’s son.<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">The day of the past, a horrifying day;<br />My mother’s scream, a dreadful tale;<br />My father’s blade, my worst nightmare;<br />A fatal stroke, and the world went stale;<br />My mother’s body, the ceiling did she stare.<o:p></o:p></span><br /><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">The sire was dying, lying bare on the road;<br />Another tale of murder, as a stone so cold;<br />I ran and ran, till I found a van;<br />I couldn’t save my mother,<br /> couldn’t bear to see another so sore.<br /> <br /> <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">We all have difficult times I say,<br />May not be the past that I share,<br />Give up, grow up, life is a puzzle per se;<br />Change is persistent, misery is not;<br /><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Auxesis</i></b> my friend, is how we live on.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-2109605464885089818?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-37972105147602104622009-08-22T22:20:00.000+05:302009-08-22T22:27:52.208+05:30<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SpAjZ-vRjGI/AAAAAAAAAKg/w0rTFZ--lss/s1600-h/20070419_661_Minitokyo.Anime.Wallpapers.Peacemaker.Kurogane_250146.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372833284697984098" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SpAjZ-vRjGI/AAAAAAAAAKg/w0rTFZ--lss/s320/20070419_661_Minitokyo.Anime.Wallpapers.Peacemaker.Kurogane_250146.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-3797210514760210462?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-67184605811784824462009-08-22T21:22:00.000+05:302009-08-22T21:54:32.951+05:30within these four walls<br />she lay confined...<br />from the daybreak<br />till the night...<br /><br />what it feels when the sun is bright<br />what it feels when the rain shows its might<br />the oblong shadows<br />or the first drops from the sky<br />all is oblivion<br /><br />the walls make haven<br />the Hell or the Heaven<br />the smile goes unnoticed<br />and so do the tears<br />within these four walls<br />who knows what breathes in here<br /><br />the mind racing its thoughts<br />the heart pacing its beats<br />a deadly combination<br />but whoz there to see<br />within these four falls<br />life is like a sea<br /><br />the images are revealing<br />the expressions are concealing<br />an undead state<br />for a dead fate<br />within these four walls<br />its only me at stake<br /><br />the love for your love<br />the love for your friend<br />it all dies in an instance<br />the other side tries<br />the attempt fails with an instinct-<br />within those four walls<br />she decides to die<br /><br />a fall from the rooftop<br />a dagger in the alcove<br />a staggering gunshot<br />a sip of the venom<br />within these four walls<br />she lay still<br />a pillow beside the bed<br />the soul sits by and kneels<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6718460581178482446?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-13871190787401735792009-05-20T12:05:00.000+05:302009-05-20T12:35:54.495+05:30The Darkest corner of the Hell<br />opened me up into this world<br />I lay confused..<br />Writhing on the streets of Pain<br />Eyes wide open..<br />Yet sight obscured..<br />Heart right in there<br />yep seeping blood<br />The Irony of my State<br />Or the Tyranny of this world<br />It's all the same..<br /><br />A Soul so Human<br />yet so Inhumane<br />The world of wrongs<br />Was what its world had become<br />The Entity so sure of going back to Satan..<br /><br />HE has the Power to wreck the Sane<br />What will SAtan do to cure the Insane!<br /><br />The Bizarre state of this Soul<br />The ghastly appearance of Its restlessness<br />Lead the way to The Door......<br />'Ur Time is Up..<br />Ur Home is Hell...<br />A Soul that Heaven shall NeVeR bore'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1387119078740173579?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-65802368379774768832009-05-12T18:59:00.000+05:302009-05-12T20:01:04.070+05:30when malarkey seems everything<br />when wants become speechless<br />when weary is the debonair<br />when loving is diffident<br />when hope seems despondent<br />when thoughts are hackneyed<br />when reasoning is abnegating<br />when existence is defying<br /><br />the ratiocination is The Hover<br /><br />you scarper this cognition<br />and you lose your identity<br />you confront<br />and the life's rein is yours<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SgmCIoWh0fI/AAAAAAAAAJw/IYvfsQuISws/s1600-h/2337724455_2104682493_o.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 224px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SgmCIoWh0fI/AAAAAAAAAJw/IYvfsQuISws/s320/2337724455_2104682493_o.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334938318379536882" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6580236837977476883?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-10694607202916548782009-01-04T03:38:00.000+05:302009-01-04T04:01:05.419+05:301. kya hua agar aap hamare saath nahi...<br /> kya hua agar manzil utni kareeb nahi...<br /> dost hote hain hausla badhane ke liye....<br /> kya hua agar is dosti mein...<br /> hamari har roz mulaqat nahi....<br /><br /><br />2. yaad to tum bhi aate ho..<br /> par zara bewaqt aate ho...<br /> ghadiyan kuch aisi chal rahi hoti hain ki...<br /> kuch pal hamari baaton ka...<br /> bewajah gawaa jaate ho....<br /> yaad to tum bhi aate ho...................<br /><br /><br />3. love is divine..<br /> friendship on the line..<br /> dont let go off the brink..<br /> life will be absolutely fine..<br /><br />4.. (this used to be ma fav..)<br /><br />we inherit our relativs by birth, frndz we earn by choice. maybe d very reason, a handful of frndz count more thn a thousand relativs. such is d value of frndz tht sumbody once remarkd " Luv is rarer thn genius itself. And frndship rarer thn luv."<br /><br /><br />an ear to listn, a voice to comfort, a bond to cherish, a shoulder 4 support. a relatn tht knows no boundaries, one tht supports all dissimilarities. tht's wat frndship is all about. no mattr how diffrnt their choices or simply how diffrnt their identities, true frndz will always be frndz, forevr!<br /><br />many a momnts they hav sobbd together, laughed together, compromised on so many occasions, sacrificed so many tins. nevr refrain frm tellin each odr, tht u r thr with them 4evr.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1069460720291654878?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-69120739442998152092008-12-20T00:58:00.001+05:302008-12-20T16:51:22.696+05:30recording: 01:10 am<br /><br />all lights off to rest...<br />all mortals cuddled under their blankets..<br />dogs wailing out on the streets...<br />clock ticking...<br />apart from that...no visuals...no sound...<br />everything "still"<br />everything "sharp"<br />and everything absolutely clear...<br />i could even hear my heartbeats<br /><br />my head pounding right now...<br />coz of the real bad ache that i had been putting up with, since this eve...<br />naah...nothing to worry..<br />am fine...<br /><br />past three days...<br />no net surfing..<br />i guess...that was more soothing...<br /><br />today...rather yesterday..was a busy day...<br />for the first time in the entire holidays..i was made to wake up at 09:00 hrs!!<br />{don't be surprised...n if u knw me...u wont evn be...al dese days..i had a fixed time....i wok up at sharp 13:00 hrs}<br />so you can already imagine...it was a stressful day!! ahha...out of the extraordinary for me i.e.!!<br />ohhk....so i wont bore you with my chores of the day....juz one tin gud out of it.....i bought my b'day dress...(at least...if i don't get netin else fr maslf....dis wil be d one....dat ul see me clad in... )<br /><br />ohhk...wel..it was a gud day..til d eve...<br />evrytin fine....<br />gud infact....<br /><br />sumhow clock ticked away....<br />that pounding head of mine....+too much of bein fed wid food(u knw hw it is at home!!dntcha??)+sum stupid modem prob(guys came over to fix it up~~~~naah...none gudluking!)+guests coming over(it was al fine...until they barged into my room....i like it wen i hav d rum juz 2 maslf.....wel...seein shalu..after a long long tym....was as if...a big wonder!! damn...i was a role model fr dem! uuuugghhhhhh....i hate bein draggd into coochi-cooing by uncl n aunts!)+orkutin+ma bro gaming on ma laptop+being fed again(+again+again)-all of this i mentnd.....nd finally.....01:20 am...<br /><br />.....#####$$$$$###.....ohh...i think...i was almost in a trance.......<br />01:25 am<br /><br />//yeah yeah...<br />i know...<br />i know....u want this to be recorded as well...ohhkk...so there you go..//<br /><br />about nine years ago...i was just a li'l brat...too notoriuos...too mischievous....yeah ....too smart at thinking too....can't help that ..can i? ;|<br />i was everything...that i wish i can be now......<br />nothing to worry about....<br />absolutely no fear....<br />life as easy as it can be.....<br />all friends everywhere i went...all happy moments....<br /><br />then one day...we had this singing competition in one of our society clubs....<br />many talented participants(naah..i dint take part dis tym.. :| )<br />one of them.....my senior at school...<br />i was kinda intrigued by her persona....n still....dint like her much....cud neva figure out why....<br />she sang ,..some famous song from d yellow pages of the past....<br />she juz read through the whole song while singing...n still she got the second prize...<br />one statement i remember sayin..."huh...logon ko pura cheez padh ke bhi prize mil jata hai.."<br /><br />next week....<br />school as usual...<br />news read out....morning prayers..the usual...assembly..the usual...<br />special announcement....not the usual....<br />"one moment of silence for our dear departed soul last night...................................."<br />the same senior...who baggd the secnd prize...was dead due to food poisoning.....some tale....i dont remember much.....<br /><br />i was dumb-struck....<br />i juz dint knw how to react...no....u bet i was sad...i juz dint knw...hw to react...<br />i stood there in silence....n for the 1st tym in my life....prayed to god...(m nt much of a prayer kind..)..from the bottom of ma heart.....<br /><br />n after listenin in dat announcement...wat a darling she was for her family...her friends..her society<br />the first thing i felt was... GUILT<br /><br />somehow.....i juz felt.....those words.....wer sumwer in some small part maybe..responsible for this day....<br /><br />things changed for me after that.....<br />i still remember...i neva believd in a ruling power more than the visible.....<br />i sumwat blvd in god...<br />but from that day onwards...i believed in spirits..<br />spirits wid pure heart....gud souls.....<br /><br />i dnt knw...wedr ul blv it or not...<br />i wont ask u to blv it.....<br /><br />i saw radiance once...wer der was no source of light oder than my night bulb....no lightning....nothing.....<br />n in that split second.....al i felt was that song that she sang....as if shez singing it to me.....<br />i gues...it wud hav bin...a realy short span......<br /><br />i dont knw...<br />i fell asleep...<br /><br />next day...<br />evrything normal....<br />notin changed..notin supernatural...notin extraordinary....<br />juz one strong vigour....<br />that i had to live my life.....through all odds....<br /><br />i dont knw..wat was dat feeling....i was too li'l to knw dat.....<br />juz sumtin....wich i neva cud figure out...<br />not evn nw....<br /><br />i stil rem her face...<br />n toady i feel....she was a real sweetheart...<br />n yeah..she was charming...<br /><br />if i cud take one thing bak from ma life.......<br />it wud be dis smal thing...wich..sumhow..is too big for ma life....<br />i wana tak bak ....wat i said for her....<br /><br /><br />one thing i believe now is......<br /><br />there are special ppl in evryone's life....<br />we may not knw evryone...<br />but...evry single gud soul....is prized by someone or the other...<br />it may not be me,....it may not be u....<br />but it may be...sum1....around u.....<br /><br />i wish i cud do something.....<br />i wish....i cud...change...al dat..dat neva hapnd for the good....<br /><br />life is too short.....<br />one moment ur breathing...<br />the oder moment..u myt drop dead..<br /><br />one promise i make to you ..my loved ones...<br />no matter what.....<br />you'l be the harmony of my soul...<br />you'l be my pride....<br />no matter what....<br />til my last breath.....in my soul will your presence reside.......<br /><br />recording: 01:55 am<br /><br />the last light flickers...<br />the clock ticks away...<br />dogs still wailing on the streets....juz a li'l louder....<br />all mortals...in deep sleep....<br /><br />in this darkness that surrounds the cold air....<br />this mortal....<br />bids adieu....<br /><br />recording: 01:56 am<br />......###$$$$####>......no signal...<br /><br />.........was that a streak of light in the dark?????......<br />........#####$$$$####.................//.....it's not a good feeling..............<br /><br />...................................................................................................................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6912073944299815209?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-37500818884764424482008-12-15T21:56:00.000+05:302008-12-20T00:57:45.629+05:30i feel "that" darkness in me...<br />i feel "that" hole swirling in me...<br />i feel "that" hatred..<br />i feel "that" voice..<br />i feel "that" vision...<br />i feel "that" laughter...<br />i feel "that" pain...<br />i feel "that" power...<br />and i feel.....<br />someday.....il know.."what" lies beneath<br />someday.....il know.."who" is the real ME<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-3750081888476442448?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-81229937039712748862008-12-08T03:58:00.000+05:302008-12-08T04:19:07.145+05:30i don't know how or why i dreamt this....but still i did..<br />n so here it goes....<br />it's about a month ago that i had this dream......<br /><br /><br />a ghastly bible of chants and enchantments.<br />every page sinks in your drops of blood that it drains from you.<br /><br />a red blot..and your future laid bare by its directions to follow the next trail of mishappenings<br />rather a joke it may seem to you...<br /><br />but the curse is set upon you...when you fill in the blanks...<br />'the carcass groans in agony, and none but ____ shall know the curse trails the human...and you shall see no more'<br /><br />it doesn't haunt you<br />until it dawns upon you..<br />'none but THEE shall know the curse trails the human..'<br /><br />the preparations begin<br />your death bed laid wide open<br />no individual leaves this world without leaving behind any trail of the curse<br /><br />the gory death was chosen for you...<br />it will trail even that human that seldom says 'i know you'<br /><br />the ghastly book mocking your fate<br />your loved ones in tears<br /><br />the sooner you realize the better<br />it's you who's entrapped in the world of chants n curses<br /><br />the EYE trails everyone.<br />there's no looking back<br />what goes in, never comes out<br /><br />you gaze at those RED BLOTS<br />and you realize<br />you're already BLEEDING TO DEATH.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-8122993703971274886?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-69239616470389191112008-12-08T02:24:00.000+05:302008-12-08T03:32:17.144+05:30an elusive offset<br />an unprecedented beginning<br />everything unexpected<br />yet all so happening...<br /><br />he was a loner<br />just like me...<br />his persona veiled<br />until unveiled by me...<br /><br />circumstances made me to know him further<br />earlier...<br />he was nothing but one of a feather<br /><br />i have no words to account<br />how things got graver<br />all i know is...<br />it was the beginning<br />two subtle minds entwining<br /><br />days passed...<br />his likes dislikes<br />were iterated by me...<br />same as mine by him..<br />you might have made a guess<br />yeah...all were unsaid...<br />we could read through, without words.<br /><br />from a simple wave of gesture,<br />to the most intricate implications..<br />the look in the eye sufficed.<br /><br />the happiness of the mortal world<br />the sadness of the undefined<br />we didn't need a third soul...<br />the two of us worked fine.<br /><br />but one day...<br />something happened...<br />none of us knew "why"...<br /><br />things changed.<br />pinned down to the emptiness<br />that crept through both of us...<br />we were ensnared in our own worlds.<br /><br />he couldn't sail through this<br />neither could i...<br />without being drowned into the cold..<br /><br />there was no way out..<br />nothing that could help us out...<br /><br />the end neared...<br /><br />i lay numb...<br />in the darkness of my soul...<br />i try to look out...<br />look of of my perspective...<br />all i could see was a trench...<br />you go in...and you never come out...<br /><br />it was ages...<br />when he finally made me realize...<br /><br />there has to be another tale...<br />another beginning...<br />a journey that never leads into the trench...<br /><br />an era of communion<br />where even death-<br />when sweeps out a draught of cold..<br />leaves a whisper<br />"i love you....my other soul.."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6923961647038919111?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-91680328462893789392008-12-08T00:43:00.000+05:302008-12-08T01:30:27.013+05:30a skinny figure<br />walking down the line...<br /><br />a shadow<br />encroaching upon nothingness...<br /><br />the road<br />glistening under the moonlight...<br /><br />the unholy existence<br />seem to parole...<br /><br />the leaves rustling...<br />a sign of silent whisper??<br /><br />a confident approach...<br />a well led life...<br /><br />what to believe...<br />inhumane brutality or infernal surreality?<br /><br />the silence makes It deaf<br />deaf to the world<br />deaf to the reality<br /><br />somewhere It knows<br />It's not a shadow<br />It's a soul<br /><br />the dark is misleading<br />It has got to take hold<br />take hold of It's path<br />take hold of It's existence<br /><br />It treads along<br />It fears...<br />It knows<br />only the dead are dauntless<br /><br />life is an anomaly<br />it's got no rules<br /><br />the rustling leaves<br />the silent whisper...<br />"you're not alone..."<br /><br />It turns around<br />there's nothing,<br />but "It"<br />the sole existence<br /><br />It paces up<br />the dark engulfs the seamless<br /><br />call it Legion<br />call it Manslayer<br />the traces are so cold<br /><br />an inimical night<br />IMAGINE...<br />It's your SOUL...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-9168032846289378939?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-26108500711804428912008-12-08T00:40:00.000+05:302008-12-08T00:42:04.509+05:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://cars.blogs.ca/images/Lamborghini-Concept-S.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 448px; height: 300px;" src="http://cars.blogs.ca/images/Lamborghini-Concept-S.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />wen it comes to cars......<br />Lamborghini is ma pick!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-2610850071180442891?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-1130557227520736912008-09-11T23:18:00.000+05:302008-09-11T23:30:57.343+05:30tired of bein driven into conclusions<br />tired of tossing around the corners<br />tired of manipulating life's course<br /><br />i finaly realise....<br />evn wen it was in my hand...<br />i wasnt d rider of the horse..<br /><br />now wen..<br />its not in my hands...<br />i stil aint d rider of the horse....<br /><br />wat difrnc does it make...<br />if things wer suposed to go ur way....<br />but dey dint...<br /><br />wat difrnc does it make..<br />if life abandoned u..on ur course of life..<br /><br />wat difrnc does it make...<br />if u wer exhumed in ur own sacrifice..<br /><br />wat difrnc does it make......<br /><br />sometimes u juz cant take thngs for granted...<br />sometimes u juz cant expect a future....<br /><br />sometimes u juz gotta live...<br />coz...<br />someone up there...<br />planned ur life's path....<br /><br />a track u ought to follow...<br />wen thngs go d oder way..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-113055722752073691?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-67830669754678339332008-09-09T16:39:00.000+05:302008-09-09T16:40:11.472+05:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SMZZbSTcCdI/AAAAAAAAAHM/d2vX0zjWQK4/s1600-h/satan.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SMZZbSTcCdI/AAAAAAAAAHM/d2vX0zjWQK4/s320/satan.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5243977141424228818" border="0" /></a><br /><br />the SATAN in you.....<br />not evryone is a saint.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6783066975467833933?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-56183984833562990582008-09-08T22:56:00.000+05:302008-09-08T23:01:18.265+05:30<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SMVg5aDzoyI/AAAAAAAAAHE/VPI5_U3pDnI/s1600-h/DSC01576.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5243703880506909474" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SMVg5aDzoyI/AAAAAAAAAHE/VPI5_U3pDnI/s320/DSC01576.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />GENTING HIGHLANDS<br />amazing place in MALAYSIA<br />u can actly feel the clouds!!!!!<br />its almost 2000mtrs above sea level....<br />n daz wer d beauty of this place lies!!!<br />a must visit...for ppl who wana feel..<br />wat holidaying actly is wrth of!!!<br /><br />hav a gud luck!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-5618398483356299058?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-62927949015388080162008-09-08T22:07:00.000+05:302008-09-08T22:43:27.329+05:30it was a sunday..<br />the sweet shine of the sun..<br />the glaze of the glistenin glass...<br />the ray of light...the promising delight....<br /><br />awakened to the wake of my room's disarray..<br />my cup of coffee...ryt by my side...<br />my life..waiting to witness its jumpstart....<br /><br />the drapes wailing to unveil the brightness..<br />the shadows..waitin to be forecast..<br />the lights stil off....<br />my room dint witness my start..<br /><br />plans whirling in d conscious mind...<br />tasks..emanating from my memory..<br />my insides craving to be alive..<br />i had to be ther at his wedding..<br /><br />he was my best mate..<br />the only soul..that made my life<br />the only soul that made it worth living..<br />i had to be ther...<br /><br />wat stoppd me was not in my command..<br />it was fate....or maybe it was destiny...<br />soon enough the emptiness sunk in...<br />i had cancer....<br />i was dying..<br /><br />i heard them say..<br />she might not live.<br />dis might be her last day....<br />her eyes stil closed...<br />dont evn know....if she'l ever wake up from d dead..<br />the doctor had given up hope....<br /><br />the murmur in d room was drownin..<br />my coffee cup...stil lying untchd...<br />i cudnt move...<br />i wanted to... so desperately...<br />i was shrinking within myself....<br /><br />i cud feel the cringes..<br />the shudder thru my spine...<br />a weird sensation....<br />as if it's..the end of my time....<br /><br />probably it was....<br />evn tho...it musnt hav been...<br />he was my soul....<br />my love....<br />i was supposed to be his bride...<br /><br />maybe dis was d end..<br />maybe...we wern't destined to be in cohesion...<br />it was planned....<br /><br />i lost myself to the dead...<br />may he live a gud lyf....<br /><br />it was my hard luck....<br />my wedding...<br />an errand..never accomplished..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6292794901538808016?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-2019066575322160652008-09-08T20:14:00.000+05:302008-09-08T20:17:19.181+05:30<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SMU6sMxFYlI/AAAAAAAAAG8/nDeeTU6FQZw/s1600-h/DSC01190.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5243661872158564946" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SMU6sMxFYlI/AAAAAAAAAG8/nDeeTU6FQZw/s320/DSC01190.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div> </div><div> my loving parents.... :):)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-201906657532216065?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-4150344137338925992008-09-04T23:37:00.000+05:302008-09-04T23:45:03.450+05:30its not evrytime dat u get to know d darknes deep inside ur soul....<br />its not evrytime dat u realise....evrytin is not d way it shud go...<br />its not evrytime...dat u see...ur losin it...<br />its not evrytime dat u feel.......ur d only loser in dis world...<br />its not evrytime dat u feel.....ur left alone to lick d dust dat time has embossd upon u.....<br />its not evrytime u feel......dat livin life was neva meant fr u...<br />n its not evrytime u feel.....dat endin it.....is d only way out.........<br /><br />today is one such day...one such tym....<br />wen i feel.....its not evrytime...wen i thnk of reconsiderin.....i shud....liv anoder life.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-415034413733892599?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-58388699416562507392008-05-15T17:52:00.000+05:302008-05-15T17:54:01.076+05:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SCwrTv7-s9I/AAAAAAAAAGc/Ti4-P39zgdE/s1600-h/nite-tree-.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/SCwrTv7-s9I/AAAAAAAAAGc/Ti4-P39zgdE/s320/nite-tree-.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5200579287991628754" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-5838869941656250739?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-39085581614740904272008-05-15T17:47:00.000+05:302008-07-30T16:13:57.567+05:30<span style="color:#ff00ff;"><b><span style="color:#999999;">Life as a Total sexually Transmitted disease……..<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Tat waZ thE wORst Day.. whEn I waZ boRn...ThE sUn was Black N Te waTer Was RED.. N EARTH were started BlEEDiG....i noe I waZ BORn UndEr Wrong Star.. (i was Nat Breathed .. Tey said “he is DEAD”) I Shouldn’t Be AliVE... </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">I m here Becuz OF...HIM, Nop i m Not TAKin AbouT uoR GOD(Christ)... i m takin Abut mA Master >>EVIL SPIRIT.., </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">tey plan me, he is source of ma lifZ and mA saViour…. he kIp mE alive…day and night...becaz They </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">LOVz me….<br /></span><b><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Without him , i m nothing, but with him, i can do all thing through </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">DEVIL He. Strengthened me.".. To da reader "pls accpt ma apology 4 wat I did….. I Dun't WAna disturb U OR cReate any kinda FeAR In uoz mind... I dutn wana Prove ma self,. tat my truth Is Not the truth N I m not Forcing it upon U….it bcause i CaN see the fear ..In uoz EYE….after all n I got TE Name callED </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">SAMAR(its an initial of SATAN)..ThE SOn OF DEVIL... the Son oF HEll theory is very dear to me.. (Te place of pain and turmoil)..<br /></span><b><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Gothics In ma Blood … I believes In GOTHICS Bcause is has Unknown contoLling POWER .. I lovz Te BlacKz CAtZ .. i feel easy whn they CRoss ma Path … I dunt care Te woRlds .. Why should I Worried on wat they may think about me.… I hv soming for DA ppl who I forgot n I dunt wana keep them in ma MIND… TAT te haRd FucKKK… “ mIn/ ”..<br /></span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Sometimz ..i force to ask myself a question, how Much of a human I am? I had rejected religion beliefs and rituals. But I felt wat I culdnt do OpenlY wAs Nat worth doing…<br /></span><i><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">non of us belive in GOD.. cause We r GOD for ..Our-Self...<br /></span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Imagine theire is no heaven.. Oly hell bello us, Abouve us only Ass Hole ... No religion too. .. You may say .. i m dreamer but i am not the Only one ... I hope some day you all jon us and te World will liVE as onE...<br /><br />Ma painfull experience , it Was ma childhood.. </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">“I were seen Te VISIONs,....” The VsioN of painfull Death.. n te unsatisfied spirit – bad-soul…</span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"> those were talk wida me…n harm me badly…they R still in ma mind I cant Forget Them … Becaz they r part of ma life. still they r standing behind mE.. .. </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">“I cant help ma maself… but I can be one of them..”<br />Ma weakness is ma sickness…. Living ISa not A biG DeAl… anuonz Can manage tat … Dyinz Isa TRICK…It is better to die For DEVIL.. than to live with FEAR… </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Then Only u Realize Tat “u r somting tat othr can be” it was pure fucking insanity…… fuKC uoz Lifs On Urz Own Risk..!<br /><br /></span><i><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Ma NamE iz SAmAr .. I m da Only SurviVors Ina DeMON World .. I m Out oF ma CaGe EveRy nIghT aT Te MID NIGHT .. .. whn Da MooN Is hIGhest N AbsenCe Of Light..<br />If U r Out ThIR … .. If aNY Onz Is OUT Thir .,. I Can Provid Te BLOOD .. I Can ProVid Te SPIRIT… I CaN Provoid Da SecurITy.. If THir Is Any Body Out THer AnyBody….<br />Please U &amp; I AloN…<br /><br /></span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">NoW a dayz I rlly Love Ma Lifz …Becuz I can BREAth well wida ma circle .. N I got ma kina frnds from same WorLd….. I lov ma frnd we r equal, tey lov ma craziness n I lov them , they call me pSyCoooo.… I fell I m live..thx for new name I expect it from U.… </span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">“If FriendSHip Is ur Weakest Point Then U r Te strongest person In Da World…”<br /></span><b><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Te troble ina rat Race.. evn if I win U will still a RAT ..da I prefer to run wit LION it Dosnt Mater evn if u defeated U r still A LION….<br />I ill be a reason of ones happiness &amp; not part Of It … &amp; I ill be part of Ones sadness and not a reason for it ….. noe I start listening romantic Songs But I cant understand tat mother fucCKer.. them I thought thos r not 4 us.... I get back to ma music HARD METAL… what better drug to be hooked on than metal?" I grown up wit this…. <b>thir had nO more blood to bleed, i poured WAter.......</b></span></b></b></b></b></i></b></b></b></b></b></b></i></b></b></b></b></b></b></b></b></b></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-3908558161474090427?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-251770775419062812008-03-18T00:42:00.000+05:302008-03-18T00:43:21.383+05:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R97CvOfDu_I/AAAAAAAAAGU/ulagYWZ_MNo/s1600-h/akiz.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R97CvOfDu_I/AAAAAAAAAGU/ulagYWZ_MNo/s320/akiz.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5178790738120653810" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-25177077541906281?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-1953460445268797452008-03-18T00:34:00.000+05:302008-03-18T00:36:30.561+05:30i was alive....<br />i had lived a great life....<br /><br />but fr dat day in ma life...<br />no...it wasnt her....<br /><br />it was her love fr me...<br />y did she love me so much...<br />why......<br /><br />why did she hav to do dis....<br />why.....<br /><br />y did she hav to lay a knife on her...<br />y did she hav to ruin her "to be" married life...<br /><br />y did she hav to do dat....<br />y on the eve o her wedding day...<br /><br />i was so happy....<br />i prayed fr her gud lyf....<br /><br />y cudnt she liv widout me....<br />y did she hav to love me so much....<br /><br />was it me....<br />was it my love....<br /><br />y was dat love so deep....<br />dat she had to come to me.....<br /><br />dat she had to slay her infrnt o me...<br />so dat...i see..dat stil in her last moments...<br />da last name was mine....<br /><br />i dont regret doin d same to myself....<br />i dont regret.....<br /><br />i was happy wen alive....<br />n i was happy wen i slay myself....<br /><br />she wasnt strong engh...<br />but we strengthened our relation.....<br /><br />i aint alive.......<br />but i thnk...dat was wat i shud hav dun.....<br /><br />i am satisfied.....<br />if only...we had been alive..........<br /><br />if only..dat wedding was nt d end.....<br />if only......it had been ours........<br /><br />if only........<br />why...........<br /><br />i juz kno....we aint alive................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-195346044526879745?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-73941659417010324552008-02-24T19:49:00.000+05:302008-02-24T20:15:46.111+05:30well..this is exactly the right moment to share ma thots on this !!!<br /><br />the week before the exam....<br /><br />i see evry1 savouring their books....<br />working out problems n problems n problems..<br />goin ahead wid der work lik a jet plane!!!<br /><br />n here i am....sittin wid da thot in ma mind....dat yep...i will stdy...<br />il definitely stdy....<br />wil juz start in next 15 mins......<br />n u al mit be knowin..dose 15 minutes..neva come in our lives......<br /><br />we dont find ne oder tym betr dan dis...to actly go out n party.....<br />but stil..we avoid partyin.....juz fr da sake o stdyin.....n stil we don stdy............<br /><br />so finally we'r stuck up nt stdyin........n not doin nytin........<br />..<br />nw wat r we suposd to do????<br /><br />i juz feel nw....i wan to talk to my mom......feel lik a kid.....ease myself off.....<br />after all dey r d ones.....who care fr us......<br />i love my mom....thnx fr helpin me out in dis tgh tym.......<br />thnx fr bein der maa......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-7394165941701032455?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-8351091840920886242008-02-24T19:44:00.000+05:302008-02-24T19:49:01.204+05:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R8F8xrjw_jI/AAAAAAAAAGE/Y4M7YM7rvcs/s1600-h/Final%2520Fantasy%2520X%2520Tidus%2520%26%2520Yuna%25202%5B1%5D.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R8F8xrjw_jI/AAAAAAAAAGE/Y4M7YM7rvcs/s320/Final%2520Fantasy%2520X%2520Tidus%2520%26%2520Yuna%25202%5B1%5D.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5170551040146210354" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-835109184092088624?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-26678217962388033622008-01-29T20:19:00.000+05:302008-01-29T20:23:52.829+05:30<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R5896J8J89I/AAAAAAAAAFw/-ss7NGMqG-o/s1600-h/tulle-fantasy%5B1%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5160911767299814354" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R5896J8J89I/AAAAAAAAAFw/-ss7NGMqG-o/s320/tulle-fantasy%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-2667821796238803362?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-16711401382048859402008-01-29T20:06:00.000+05:302008-01-29T20:18:07.628+05:30i lay der al cold...<br />gaze fixed into nothingness..<br /><br />da anguish..da anxiety...restless within itself....<br />no scope o lettin it out....<br />da wrldz' chained da individuals....<br /><br />u gotta make ur own stand.....<br />u gotta liv fr urslf...<br />cz ur da only 1 whoz never gonna betray u....<br /><br />evn da shadow's deceivin....<br />wat u can hav faith in....is juz u ...n none oder....<br /><br />da soul grinds....<br />whines......<br />but i walk al alone.....<br /><br />no1's gonna understnd u.....<br />as u urslf can..urslf.....<br /><br />da muzic..in da shadowz.....<br />da darkness o da solitary nyt....<br /><br />da bed o freedom..is wat u lie upon....<br />gazin into da nothingness....<br />and explorin da future.....<br /><br />da muzic goes on.....<br />i move ahead....<br /><br />i see light at ma window.....<br />i get up to move on.....<br /><br />i hear da muzic.....<br />i smile...n i walk alone.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1671140138204885940?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-5444670935729987202008-01-29T19:59:00.000+05:302008-01-29T20:03:54.046+05:30<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R585Q58J88I/AAAAAAAAAFo/2d90eWYJYrs/s1600-h/FinalFantasy2%5B1%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5160906660583699394" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R585Q58J88I/AAAAAAAAAFo/2d90eWYJYrs/s320/FinalFantasy2%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-544467093572998720?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-49056985684114471562008-01-29T19:11:00.000+05:302008-01-29T19:58:42.053+05:30wat i've done.....i face myself.....<br /><br />the ruler o ma own path....the king o ma own solitude...<br />yeah..i love it...<br />i drive ma own life.....<br /><br />no regrets...<br />no pain...<br />i live alone<br /><br />teh world around me....evry1 seems to be so differnt..am i livin a differnt life..or is it da wrld itself....<br /><br />evrytin goes wrong..wen u luv ur solitude..but da presence o cold bloods...maks da solitude to hate itself.....<br /><br />u are amgst ppl....but it juz seems to be a crowd.......it makes u feel senseless....wat ru doin in dat era o da fake beings...<br />wat ru u doin der...wer u dont hav ur own recognition....<br />wat ru doin der....wer u dont feel ur own presence.....<br />wat ru doin der..wer...ur bein awaited to be pounced upon by souls..to grant favours...<br /><br />wat do i do to ignore them behind me...<br />do i folow ma instincts blindly....<br />do i trust nobody n liv in loneliness....<br /><br />i wana be in anoder place....<br />i hate wen u say u don understnd...<br /><br />wen dis began.....<br />i was confused...<br />dint knw..wat to do...<br />nothing to do......<br /><br />i shut maslf...<br />n turn away......<br />sumtyms gudbye's da only way....<br /><br />sumtyms....life wil lead its own way.....<br />sumtyms...u juz gotta liv....coz u havta......<br /><br /><br />life's a dream....let it cum true.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-4905698568411447156?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-23995379090552501862007-12-05T18:34:00.000+05:302007-12-05T18:35:56.072+05:30<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R1aiKcXE-eI/AAAAAAAAAFg/BUCQquly7F4/s1600-h/5.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5140474324985379298" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R1aiKcXE-eI/AAAAAAAAAFg/BUCQquly7F4/s320/5.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-2399537909055250186?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-51806239792443506142007-12-05T17:36:00.000+05:302007-12-05T18:03:26.894+05:30da ongoings in life o a guy.....<br />wel.....dunno if dis story is true.......but da GUY..is REALLY da CREATOR o ORKUT!!!!<br /><br />actually some one sent my friend a scrap with a story i dont know whether that is true or not but the story goes like this<br />the orkut story..............<br />The Story....<br />A guy lost his girlfriend in a train accident....<br />but the gal's name nowhere appeared in the dead list.<br />This guy<br />grew up n became IT technical architect in his late 20?s, achievement in itself!!.<br />He hired developers from the whole globe and pland to make a<br />software where he could search for his gf through the web..<br />Things went as planned...<br />n he found her,<br />after losing millions of dollars<br />and 3 long years!!<br />It was time to shut down the search operation,<br />when the CEO of Google had a<br />word with this guy n took over this application,<br />This Software made a whopping 1 billion dollars profit in its first year,<br />which we today know as ORKUT .<br />The guy's name is ORKUT BUYUKKOTEN.<br />Yes its named after him only.<br />Today he<br />is paid a hefty sum by Google for the things we do like scrapping. He is<br />expected to b the richest person by 2009.<br /><br />ORKUT BUYUKKOTEN today has 13 assistants to monitor his scrapbook &amp; 8to monitor his friends-list.<br /> He gets around 20,000 friend-requests a day<br />&amp; about 85,000 scraps!!!<br />Some other Cool Facts abt this guy:<br />* He gets $12 frm Google when every person registers to this website.<br />* He also gets $10 when you add somebody as a friend.<br />* He gets $8 when your friend's friend adds you as a friend &amp; gets $6 if anybody adds you as friend in the resulting chain.<br />* He gets $5 when you scrap somebody &amp; $4 when somebody scraps you.<br />* He also gets $200 for each photograph you upload on Orkut.<br />* He gets $2.5 when you add your friend in the crush-list or in the hot-list.<br />* He gets $2 when you become somebody's fan.<br />* He gets $1.5 when somebody else becomes your fan.<br />* He even gets $1 every time you logout of Orkut.<br />* He gets $0.5 every time you just change your profile-photograph.<br />* He also gets $0.5 every time you read your friend's scrap-book &amp; $0.5 everytime you view ur friend's friend-list.<br /><br />(P.S.<br />Submitted by vmanojnair<br /> on Wed, 29/11/2006 - 16:43.<br />I would like to ask one thing that,<br />from where did you collect the money details....?<br />I don't think so its gonna real<br />for scraping $4 ,<br />uploading photo $200,<br /> if yes then google might have closed now and this fellow might be the richest fellow in this planet.)<br /><br />so i got a doubt and searcched for this guy............<br /><br />is he da real one.......<br />n luk wat i found...............<br /><br /><br />(da details.............)<br /><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orkut_B%C3%BCy%C3%BCkk%C3%B6kten">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orkut_B%C3%BCy%C3%BCkk%C3%B6kten</a><br /><br />( orkut's homepage........)<br /><a href="http://www.stanford.edu/~orkut/">http://www.stanford.edu/~orkut/</a><br /><br /><br />da story may be misleadin........bt it sure ds make it mysterius!!!....n dats y...its hre...mentnd in ma blog......<br />(kind regards to ma frn..who provided me wid da info.... :) )<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-5180623979244350614?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-52048338803300909792007-11-30T18:18:00.000+05:302007-11-30T18:18:28.946+05:30<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R1AGnK2yUcI/AAAAAAAAAFI/r4npFizGToE/s1600-R/1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R1AGnK2yUcI/AAAAAAAAAFI/Os2Bzw7uoro/s320/1.jpg" border="0" /></a><div style='clear:both; text-align:NONE'><a href='http://picasa.google.com/blogger/' target='ext'><img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbp.gif' alt='Posted by Picasa' style='border: 0px none ; padding: 0px; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: initial; -moz-background-origin: initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: initial;' align='middle' border='0' /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-5204833880330090979?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-19579467592581758432007-11-26T01:33:00.000+05:302007-11-26T01:46:14.619+05:30life..at its utmost advantage.......<br />wat do we expect outa life???<br />thngs to go da ryt way always>>??<br />yes...dats wat we wan....no matter wat we do...no matter wat we donot do.....<br />we wan...life shud be at its best....we wan...evry1 shud understnd our state of mind...we wan...evry1 shud understnd,...wat we wer feelin at sum moment.......n dat is y we wan....life shud be at its best!!!!<br />hey...but maximum times wat do we get???<br />al sortsa complications....wich we need to handle ourselves!!<br />sumtyms complications..w.r.t frnz........<br />we are sumtyms..entangled in our own relations....always wonderin wat to do..n wat nt to do...whom to be wid..n whom not to....whom to accept...n whom to reject.....<br />it's a dilemma......bt we neda handle it ourselves!! cz its we who mak our own future.......<br /><br />in life..we cum across..many ppl....sum very sweet..sum very innocent..<br />sum very smart...sum very clever.....n sum..simply unpredictable.......<br /><br />we find ppl...who r always der fr us...we find ppl...who wil be der..only wen dey see sum benefits in bein der......we find ppl...who try to show off....n we find ppl....who are da most adorable frnz.....<br /><br />we hav to chose our company...cz its we who decide our future,,,.....<br />our actions decide our destiny.......<br />wat if..in dis process...of acceptin n rejectin.....we finally find ourselves....al alone.....we find ourselves...left al by ourselves??????<br />wel..da best solution is again us.....<br />we hav ta decide our future...we shape our destiny!!<br />n hence...we must be strong enough to lead on da race o life......we must be bold enough...to be da leaders of our own world.......<br />we must be capable enough..to prove our metal........<br /><br />so...wedr we hav ppl in our lives...or we don......we hav to win da battles of our own lives.......<br />its we who rule our lives......<br /><br />the ruler is alwys da almamator......<br />the ruler rules oneself....<br />the ruler will rule da wrld!!!<br /><br />so wedr u undrstnd or u don...<br />liv ur life....as if ur da only one..born to rule the wrld.....<br />n if nt da wrld...............ur life will be urs!!!<br /><br />all hail.......<br />dranzer<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1957946759258175843?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-79050807262980705282007-11-26T01:14:00.000+05:302007-11-26T01:30:06.424+05:30<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R0nRta2yUbI/AAAAAAAAAFA/Ftxq9Rlwix4/s1600-h/apocalypse.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5136867428226191794" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R0nRta2yUbI/AAAAAAAAAFA/Ftxq9Rlwix4/s320/apocalypse.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div> the four horsemen of the Apocalypse are the forces of man's destruction in the Christian Bible in the chapter Six of the Book of Revelation. the four horsemen are traditionally named after the powers they represent. Pestilence, Famine, War &amp; Death...the horses they represent...</div><div>White, Black, Red &amp; Pale..respectively....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-7905080726298070528?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-6015748203020510242007-11-26T00:46:00.000+05:302007-11-26T00:51:32.006+05:30<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R0nKGK2yUaI/AAAAAAAAAE4/wCwk7TvBh84/s1600-h/hrithik1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5136859057334931874" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/R0nKGK2yUaI/AAAAAAAAAE4/wCwk7TvBh84/s320/hrithik1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p> </p><p>wel so as to start with....</p><p>he's ma favorite bollywood actor!!</p><p>from his very 1st muvie...KNPH....</p><p>i juz had a feelin....he's da ultimate....</p><p>n i stil feel da same!!</p><p>no matter..if he had to face a few dwnhills....</p><p>he is da actor..whom i fantasy in muvies.....</p><p>srk is fyn......but..hrithik....i find no match to him...be it his actin....or dancin..or expressions..or luks.....</p><p>hrithik roks!!</p><p>n thnx to him..dat i stil hav dat craze fr da hindi muvies!!!!!!</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-601574820302051024?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-15722408073027666022007-11-14T00:31:00.000+05:302007-11-14T00:39:20.702+05:30<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rzn0zO5crsI/AAAAAAAAAEk/figwlZP_t7A/s1600-h/da+skul+king.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132402411374948034" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rzn0zO5crsI/AAAAAAAAAEk/figwlZP_t7A/s320/da+skul+king.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p> </p><p>skulls.....</p><p>dey r hauntin.....</p><p>bt dats da style........</p><p>dey maku luk devilish........</p><p>n dats wat dis image reminds me of...</p><p>da eyes,,.....</p><p>da ferocious look.........</p><p>a hauntin movie....</p><p>da SKULL KING o da wrld.....</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1572240807302766602?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-77153192090518506392007-11-14T00:25:00.000+05:302007-11-14T00:31:24.166+05:30<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RznzRe5crrI/AAAAAAAAAEc/3Ge7UYpasXg/s1600-h/da+green+eyes.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132400732042735282" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RznzRe5crrI/AAAAAAAAAEc/3Ge7UYpasXg/s320/da+green+eyes.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p> </p><p>da eyes say it all....</p><p>da grief..</p><p>da pain...da emotions....</p><p>u can see it all....</p><p>da eye......</p><p>da most expressive......o al da signs...</p><p>fr love,hatred,regret,disgust,grief,passion...speechlesnes.....</p><p>wen sum1 cant say sumtin......u gota luk at da eyes.............</p><p>dey simply say it all..........</p><p>eyes.......da ultimate beuty....</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-7715319209051850639?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-88798379145506647852007-11-14T00:18:00.000+05:302007-11-14T00:25:13.500+05:30<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rznx0O5crqI/AAAAAAAAAEU/wxx5Q0hpSdE/s1600-h/green+emotions.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132399130019933858" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rznx0O5crqI/AAAAAAAAAEU/wxx5Q0hpSdE/s320/green+emotions.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />a corner of ur room.....thots prevailin....n u see..someone's shadow.....<br />u wernt expectin dat person.......<br />n ur thots meddlin wid each oder......<br />a dazed enquirin look......<br />wonderin......wat m i suposd to do nw....i don wan dat person...to decipher ma emotns....<br />sumwat lik dis.......<br />i luv dis image.....<br />n i hope u lik it too....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-8879837914550664785?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-78554934437685745132007-11-13T16:58:00.000+05:302007-11-13T17:04:13.386+05:30<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RzmLqe5croI/AAAAAAAAAEI/oeTrAVmAaZo/s1600-h/the+red+dark.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132286812330176130" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RzmLqe5croI/AAAAAAAAAEI/oeTrAVmAaZo/s320/the+red+dark.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>art has always fascinated me....</div><br /><div>its art...dat i can realy plunge into.........</div><br /><div>da depths of reality.......in da midst o fancied strokes of da pen n da brushes!!!!!!</div><br /><div>c da wrld....thru da vision o da shades o da wrld!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-7855493443768574513?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-61402365895229494392007-11-13T16:56:00.000+05:302007-11-13T16:57:09.164+05:30<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RzmJ9O5crnI/AAAAAAAAAEA/hrBj0liGkwA/s1600-h/enigma.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132284935429467762" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RzmJ9O5crnI/AAAAAAAAAEA/hrBj0liGkwA/s320/enigma.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p> </p><p>the enigma of vibrant colours........</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6140236589522949439?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-15910019225807177632007-11-09T02:45:00.000+05:302007-11-09T03:20:01.448+05:30DIWALI.......<br /><br />the festival of lights....<br /><br />its yet anoder yr....wen time passes by..we neva get to kno.....<br />yet anoder diwali...<br />i stil remember...celebratin..it wid ful enthu...da enlivened vigour..<br />alas...<br />it was 2 yrs ago...<br />i wok up in da mornin....<br />wakin up..n runnin to da collection o fire crackers!!!<br />i so luv dem!!<br />dats da 1st thng i do.....<br />i see its huge..<br />various kindsa rocket.....dat illuminate da sky..amazingly wel...n surprisnigly beautiful!!<br />da triple sound bomb...anar...chakri....etc..<br />evrytin....<br />o m so excited!!!!!<br /><br />da aftrnun passes in gettin ready n al...<br />its eve.....<br />we hav in tradition dat v gals.....decorate our favorite hangout place wid beautiful rangoli n "gharounda"<br />i indulge maself in da task....i make a surprisingly awesum rangoli...!!!<br />satisfied wid ma work.....<br />i go upto dad...n ask him...wat next to do.....<br />he assigns me n ma bro....da task o illuminatin r balcony n terrace..wid "diyas"<br />we cheerfully tak al da "diyas" in trays...n start off wid da work.......<br />i guess..u al kno hw beautiful da diyas luk....wen dey kindle altogedr!!!<br />dat was r balcony n terrace!! da best view..dat ny1 can eva get!!! cz we always put up so many diyas....dat r eyes...wud simply nt go off da beauty o da light!!!<br /><br />our home lukd auspicious!!!!<br />it was da best decorated house in da vicinity...!!<br />"diyas"..dey make da nyt so beautiful..........<br /><br />dun wid da task.....<br />we'r askd to put on r new clothes...n get ready fr da much awaited puja......<br />da "ganesh n lakshmi" worship........<br />we r suposd to light da "diyas" in evry rum...<br />n den..start off wid da puja...in da main rum.....<br /><br />da puja dun,....<br />nw we r permitted to burst da crackers!!!!!!!!!!<br />n we shoot offf to da noisiest start!!!<br />me ma bro n ma dad!!(mom's too scared o firewrks..!!bt stil she can manage wid lightin da "anar"!!!!)<br />n dats a start!!!!!<br />den al r family frnz..assemble at r home...<br />n al peers.....cum up...n make up a rokin DIWALI!!!!!!<br /><br /><br />bt its nt same since da past 2 yrs.......<br />i mis ma home....<br />i mis ma diwali......<br />i mis ma family.....<br />i wish...i was wid u al nw........<br />i so mis dis............<br /><br />bt life is suposd to be livd!!!!<br />nt evrytim is it...dat we get wat we desire!!!!!<br /><br />n so i make up ma mind!!!!!<br /><br />diwali in manipal!!!<br />diwali wid frnz!!!!<br /><br />dats an entirely difrnt feel!!!!<br />evry1 out on da roads....<br />da decorated hostel n streets in da campus.....<br />da firewrks...startin!!!!<br />thngs r so difrnt...yet so pleasin!!!!<br /><br />all da hullahooo....at da sight o amazin firewrks...at KC....n KMC GREENS......<br />da smoke.....<br />da smell of crackers....<br />experiencin al dis wid frnz....<br />is simply amazin.......!!!!<br /><br />da tensn free lyf...<br />da extended perm....<br />da lively roads...<br />da silent walk...in da midst o da noisy crackers........<br />da hrt felt feelins...al shared widout da knowledge o oders....<br /><br />da huggin each oder..wishin wid gud hrt..."a very happy diwali!!!"<br />da dressin up...in da indian style....<br />da beauties.. n da dudes flashin da roads...in da light o diwali.......<br /><br />da bonds o frnship.....juz reachin newer heights..<br />meetin al old frnz...who many a tyms...wer neva evn seen out on da roads...<br />students nt bodrd bt end sem prac exams...juz cz its da eve o da most auspicious n da most lively festival.....DIWALI!!!!<br /><br />evn tho i miss ma family...<br />evn tho i miss celebratin diwali at home...<br /><br />sumwer deep down der.....i hear a voice callin.....<br /><br />"hey sweetie.....u gotta liv a new life...njy...hav fun.....A VERY VERY HAPPY DIWALI!!!!!!"<br /><br /><br />A HAPPY N AUSPICIOUS DIWALI TO ALL OF U OUT HERE!!!!!!<br /><br />LET'S ROCK IT!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1591001922580717763?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-18120738266690836622007-11-02T14:53:00.000+05:302008-03-23T16:50:01.751+05:30it was yet anoder nit,<br />but sumtin was unusual,<br />it was dark for sure,<br />but was fearsome,<br />intermittent showers<br />accompanied lashing gusts of wind,<br />just as my love accompanies me..<br /><br />flashes of lightning<br />revealed the lonely streets,<br />just as the light of my mind<br />reveals my heart-felt feelins for him..<br /><br />eerie laughter<br />got mixed up<br />with the growl of the atmosphere,<br />just as my thots get mixed up,<br />with the fake worldly pleasure..<br /><br />in this confused atmosphere,<br />i lay alone thinkin bout him,<br />cherishin the memories..<br />that are vivid to the core...<br /><br />my heart's longin for him,<br />to be by his side,<br />as he's out of sight...<br />i wish i had him now...<br /><br />the dark hours enthral me,<br />i miss his wordz,<br />i miss his presence,<br />i wish he was here...<br /><br />the hours are gettin solitary,<br />the night gettin more fearsome n dreary,<br />but wait...i think i'm seein sumtin..<br />what is it?<br />i walk straight towards it,<br />the night thrustin its atmosphere..<br />i see someone...<br />YES,i see HIM!<br /><br />he was there,<br />all that time,<br />and i was just,i think...<br />out of my mind..<br /><br />he was there seein thru<br />my Feelins,<br />waitin for me to realise,<br />that he was there all thru those reelins..<br /><br />i think we know each other..<br />just as the nightloves its eerie slaughter..<br />we love this MIRTH<br />that amuses us on this earth<br />we love this live,<br />and we'll live forever...<br />together,for each other..<br /><br />the night's fadin,<br />i see light at my window,<br />i see light of our relationship,<br />i see our love,<br />and feel satisfied...<br />I LOVE THIS MIRTH,<br />of every such night!<br /><br />aakanksha verma.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1812073826669083662?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-53983553126910515952007-11-01T22:58:00.000+05:302007-11-01T23:16:48.843+05:30life is not so easy as it seems to be...<br />frnz..cum n frnz go..<br />life sumtyms feels synonymous to a wallet....da notes come n da notes go...<br />n wen..ur left wid no single note..depictin dat indian essence....ur da one in despair n ditress..<br />u feel lik..borrowin da notes....<br />u feel lyk..aquirin dem...as soon as possible...<br />u feel lyk....life is impossible widout da silver n green notes.......<br />u feel...ur helpless...<br />same way.....life goes..wen it comes to frnz....<br />wen..u hav..frnz..who seem true to u...<br />ur da happiest person....<br />but wen....<br />da frnz...seem to leave u behind...<br />u start missin dem..n der prized company....<br />u feel helpless.......<br />ur life is like an empty wallet....<br />all left alone..<br />wid no1 to to rejuvenate wid!!<br /><br />life in manipal fr me.....sumtyms seems to be so.....<br />wen i sit bak...al alone..n thnk o da tyms...spent wid ma frnz......<br />sumhw...i feel...dat i neva had ny frnz.....n mark ma wrdz.....<br />sumtyms.......<br />n dats juz sumtyms!!<br />bt stil derz dis feelin.....<br />if i wana share sumtin.....wid sum1...i juz get a feelin....dat its nt possible to do so.....dey wer nevr dat close....dat i can thnk o sharin....<br />but....den i thnk..<br />its juz a waste thnkin al dis......<br />sumtyms...life can be livd in da shadows.......<br />n sumtyms....<br />its better dat lyf is livd in da shadows.....<br />hav felt...dat i shud stop thnkin dat deep.....<br />n thnkin....wel....i thnk i juz hav few frnz.....<br />with whom.....at least...da lyf can go easy.......<br /><br />sumtyms.....its we..who neda rise in life.....<br />n nt always...expect oders to rise upto our levels.....<br /><br />so......expectin a lyf......i li'l less in da shadows........<br />hav fun all u ppl out der...<br />n if u feel...dat ur feelin...da need o a close frn.....<br />juz close ur eyes...<br />n thnk bt ur lyf.....<br />thnk bt da happier moments.....<br />dats da best solutn.....<br />n ul feel.....life's da best gift u hav ever had!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-5398355312691051595?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-48290338304760937052007-10-01T18:06:00.000+05:302007-10-01T18:07:58.936+05:30<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RwDp62vlodI/AAAAAAAAADA/f1yfKIbl-Z8/s1600-h/malpe.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116346374029681106" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RwDp62vlodI/AAAAAAAAADA/f1yfKIbl-Z8/s320/malpe.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />again a snap by da same frnd...!!<br />da breath-takin malpe beach!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-4829033830476093705?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-90071705785756414222007-10-01T18:02:00.000+05:302007-10-01T18:04:16.285+05:30<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RwDpF2vlocI/AAAAAAAAAC4/1bzG7t3b-xc/s1600-h/da+kaup+beach.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116345463496614338" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/RwDpF2vlocI/AAAAAAAAAC4/1bzG7t3b-xc/s320/da+kaup+beach.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />snap by ma frnd....<br />beautiful kapu beach...lighthouse view<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-9007170578575641422?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-18631479480535307912007-10-01T17:54:00.000+05:302007-11-14T02:18:27.122+05:30I hear you calling me<br />late in the night.<br />I wake in wet darkness<br />to your music,<br />Splashing in my ears,<br />Murmuring " the call for heaven"in hot tears.<br /><br />I am calm,<br />But that pain in your voice,<br />That urge to have me as your friend,<br />In the journey to heaven,<br />That sensation...<br />To free my soul from that worldly prison,<br />Ah! That feeling...<br /><br />Life was moving on,<br />With nothing to rejuvenate with,<br />A plain blunt life,<br />That had no reason,<br />To be walked with.<br /><br />I am in a dilemma,<br />Confused at what to think,<br />What to reconsider-"To live for my life,<br />Or to die for my pal.<br /><br />"The emotions are wild,<br />Both thoughts having<br />immense gravity in reason,<br />I hear your music,<br />I hear that urge,<br />And I hear my evil insight-<br />Warning me to be smart<br />and let go off my friend.<br />" I know, I can't do that!"<br /><br />I had your hand clutched in mine,<br />you were reeling in agony,<br />I realized,<br />You needed my company.<br />My evil insight forcing me<br />to let go off you,<br />And my soul...<br />Pining to get hold of you...<br />In this withering battle,<br />I feel my soul leaving me,<br />Only to give you company.<br /><br />The evil in me still wanting<br />to live it's life,<br />And the good in me,<br />In an attempt to free its life...<br />Both at odd ends,<br />I felt the shudder...<br />My soul left,<br />Leaving behind a cold end,<br />Only to be with my cold friend!<br /><br />I lay there,<br />As calm as I ever could have been,<br />I understood,<br />I always wanted this,<br />But never had the guts,<br />I always wanted to die...<br />But like you my friend,<br />I was afraid<br />to lead a lonely death.<br />I know you are bold enough,<br />To make your way through,<br />All by yourself,<br />But, I also know,<br />"Good friends always make good company!"<br /><br />The answer was easy-<br />You gave me the guts to do<br />what I always wanted,<br />You made me feel,<br />What's life after death...<br />That I always wanted to explore,<br />You made me feel,<br />I was never alone to die-<br />To live life after death,<br />You made me feel that agony of the night,<br />And you made me feel...<br />That I was always right!<br /><br />I don't know if I am happy,<br />To let go off that world-So easily...<br />But, I do know one thing:<br />If I left that world,<br />With such an ease...<br />It was only for you<br />MY FRIEND,<br />Who was always there for me,<br />In all odds and ends!<br />IT WAS ONLY FOR YOU MY GOOD FRIEND!<br /><br />Aakanksha Verma<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1863147948053530791?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-67023990065821678992007-10-01T17:39:00.000+05:302008-03-23T16:53:48.886+05:30the evil world’s Sinister,<br />enthralled my love,<br />i was convicted,<br />and my life on earth ended.<br />the journey was lonely,<br />i missed that company..<br />days passed,<br />as if it were years,<br />my Death was a Solitary Life,<br />I wish...<br />i had with me my ‘Pride’.<br /><br />it was just few days back,<br />when i was seen with my beloved lass,<br />we were lovers,<br />no less than others,<br />what if, we were found together,<br />we also had a right,<br />to commit ourselves to each other.<br />no mortal understood this,<br />she said, “It’s not a common world’s deal,<br />let the World Err,<br />and fend the truth of our relationship so pure,<br />we’ll not deter,<br />and will live forever, for each other.<br />we are each other’s pride,<br />and one day I’ll be your bride.”<br />even today, her words are as fresh,<br />as the pleasant honeydew,<br />it reminds me of her serenity,<br />as ethereal as eternity....<br /><br />and then the dark hours came,<br />i regret not what happened to me,<br />it’s her destiny that’s worrying me,<br />no matter if they held me by their weapons,<br />no matter if my eyes were laden with hot tears,<br />no matter if i bled to death,<br />no matter if my life ended,<br />and i’m in Hell, not in Heaven...<br />what matters to me is..<br />Her Destiny,<br />Her life,<br />that’s bereaved of my company.<br /><br />i am not in Heaven,<br />and even i should not be,<br />i am convicted of ruining her life,<br />i ought to deserve this,<br />and i’ll bear it happily,<br />ONLY for my beloved,<br />whose future lies beheaded,<br />only because of me.<br />if only had i cared for the consequences then,<br />if only my love was not so selfish then,<br />she would have been happy,<br />even at this very moment ,<br />she would have been leading a life,<br />all so very pleasant,<br />if only....<br /><br />now i can’t do anything for her,<br />but can just wish for something better,<br />if i asked for my living again,<br />i know, it’ll not be rendered,<br />i can just ask for something better,<br />not for me,<br />but for my Darling Feather,<br />i just wish she’ll live forever,even without me.......<br />happily ever.<br /><br />let her forget my memories,<br />if her life’s bereaved of me,<br />it should be bereaved of every such thing,<br />that reminds her of me.<br />that’s the best that i can ask for her,<br />so that she lives her youthful treasure,<br />to the ultimate Utmost Pleasure.<br /><br />what if, i’m not there,<br />it does not matter,<br />i know there’s a lover,<br />who’ll love her more than she can dream of,<br />after my repose- that’ll last forever.<br />and, if he falters at any juncture,<br />she need not worry,<br />coz’ i know the Almighty will grant me with this;<br />i’l ask for being with her forever,<br />let Him not gift me my living,<br />i’ll ask Him for my life...<br />and ask Him for one favour-<br />for my soul, my life;<br />for ‘Her’ sake, if her mortal lover ever wavers,<br />He’ll embellish ‘his’ love,<br />by piercing my soul once and forever<br />To give out its unparalled love,<br />to the heart of that mortal lover,<br />so that, my ‘Pride’,never faces a sodden strife,<br />but, be the bride,to the love of this Immortal’s LIFE,<br />which’ll live forever,<br />only to flourish HER life.<br /><br />Aakanksha Verma.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-6702399006582167899?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-27607654025379767082007-09-30T18:07:00.000+05:302007-09-30T18:08:30.561+05:30<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rv-YqWvlobI/AAAAAAAAACw/OkPW8ZNfh2c/s1600-h/guitar%5B1%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115975555143279026" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rv-YqWvlobI/AAAAAAAAACw/OkPW8ZNfh2c/s320/guitar%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />evanescence..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-2760765402537976708?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-27010715486470212522007-09-30T17:56:00.000+05:302007-09-30T17:57:17.480+05:30<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rv-WDGvloaI/AAAAAAAAACo/249NCHHIIPs/s1600-h/maple2%5B1%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115972681810157986" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_h1FAClGXnKg/Rv-WDGvloaI/AAAAAAAAACo/249NCHHIIPs/s320/maple2%5B1%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p> </p><p>da beautiful maple leaves...</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-2701071548647021252?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-55959168187226255682007-09-30T17:37:00.000+05:302007-09-30T17:48:14.837+05:30aaaahhhh.......<br />life in manipal....<br />notin to describe...<br />no words to suffice its magnificence.....<br />it seems juz a day back.....wen i was sittin in ma hall.....sailin thru da tv telecast of many of ma favorites!!<br />ma mom was der to ask me"wat do u wan beta fr dinr...pakin kar li????"<br />n i say it to her..widout evn..considerin twice..."mama...rajma chawal abhi bana do na...kal subah to late soke uthungi.....kal sunday hai...."<br />she replies.."beta....aj raat ko train hai...tumhe jana hai...nayi zindagi hogi....coleg life ki shuruat hai......itni jaldi bhul gayi!! kaise rahogi tum akele......"<br />i sudenly wak up frm ma trance.....n i realise......yes...im goin......i am goin to leave ma home....dat has been so dear to me for all of ma life.......im gonna leave dat........i sigh...<br />dis is but da truth!!!<br /><br />i luk bak into dis past....i stil dream...as if it was yesterday.......<br />i miss ma home...<br />i miss ma family...ma dad,mom n my sweet li'l bro..............i miss u......<br />i miss ma frnz....ma so gud frnz....who neva left me alone.....who wer always der wid me......evn wen i din need them!!!(hehe...dat shows...dey wer der wid me frevr!!!!)<br />i miss dat life.....i miss ma emotnal self...dat was so happy!!!<br /><br />it might not be yesterday......but yes.......life in manipal sure is great.....<br />it brings me outa ma sadness......it makes me feel alive.....<br />evn tho i miss ma closed ones........<br />it has brot me closer to da real life....<br />i kno i hav to face da wrld.......<br />wat betr place cud i hav got......odr dan our very own manipal!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-5595916818722625568?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-18312579929305267362007-09-30T17:29:00.000+05:302007-09-30T17:33:41.637+05:30it dsn't matter anymore..<br />i feel emptiness gripping me..<br />can't imagine this death...<br />but dis is da truth...<br />i'm nearin it..<br />i thnk of ma frnz..<br />thnk of ma luv..<br />al wer so faithful..<br />their luv was so passionate..<br />a frnd fr a frnd..<br />a luv fr a luv..<br />i'm leavin dem behind..<br />i miss ur presence..<br />i miss this light..<br />i sink deep into da darkness..<br />bring me to life...<br />i'm dyin...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-1831257992930526736?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7115435926643742717.post-75625838522288132822007-09-30T17:06:00.000+05:302007-11-14T01:48:04.958+05:30(a young guy for a girl…not his love but his jewel..his true friend…)<br />With every seconds as the minutes passed<br />I was no more than a memory past,<br />My heart was sinking,my eyes were winking<br />As the tiny drops made their way to my arms.<br /><br />It was then when I realised,<br />Because I did not apologise<br />My friendship got at stake,<br />I tried to,<br />but it wasn't my mistake.<br /><br />Few hours back she loved me more than anybody else<br />Now,she hated me as if I was somebody else,<br />The tender love which was once for me<br />Is now,but for others and not for me.<br /><br />The sun was already about to set<br />The wind was blowing and the weather was wet,<br />There was no chance for me to be myself again<br />When,I heard a knock very then.<br /><br />In such a gloomy weather<br />I wondered who came to hither,<br />I opened the door,and,whom do I see?<br />The very person who hated me.<br /><br />I could not believe,she was at my door<br />Standing as if,was there to adore,<br />And now she got quite near<br />While nearing she repressed a tear.<br /><br />She embraced me with a hug<br />I know not why,<br />She knelt on the rug<br />But began to cry.<br /><br />When I enquired the cause<br />She stopped with a pause,<br />Her cheeks were still bedewed<br />With tears of thoughtful gratitude.<br /><br />She started,but she could not say<br />When I urged,she began to say:<br />"One of our companions,who was jealous of our union<br />Made me believe his words.<br />I did not understand your silence,<br />but,probably I understood his words.<br />I apologise for my fault,<br />For,it was then when the fancy passed by,<br />and then,when nothing remained.<br />It was all because of me,<br />I failed to recognise thee"<br /><br />It was becoming difficult,for the words to be uttered<br />Her sobs made it so,<br />I tried to convince her,<br />but my words muttered<br />As forgiveness was not easy for me, to grant so.<br /><br />But her words were sufficient,<br />I knew she was obedient,<br />Obedient not only to me,<br />But also to her friendship with me.<br /><br />That's all what I can say<br />What moved me away,<br />To make friendship with her,<br />the one,not in vain<br />A bond of love,which can never be broken again.<br /><br />Aakanksha Verma.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7115435926643742717-7562583852228813282?l=dranzer-akionline.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dranzerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13716412185431044035noreply@blogger.com0