the week before the examz!!!

well..this is exactly the right moment to share ma thots on this !!!

the week before the exam....

i see evry1 savouring their books....
working out problems n problems n problems..
goin ahead wid der work lik a jet plane!!!

n here i am....sittin wid da thot in ma mind....dat yep...i will stdy...
il definitely stdy....
wil juz start in next 15 mins......
n u al mit be knowin..dose 15 minutes..neva come in our lives......

we dont find ne oder tym betr dan dis...to actly go out n party.....
but stil..we avoid partyin.....juz fr da sake o stdyin.....n stil we don stdy............

so finally we'r stuck up nt stdyin........n not doin nytin........
..
nw wat r we suposd to do????

i juz feel nw....i wan to talk to my mom......feel lik a kid.....ease myself off.....
after all dey r d ones.....who care fr us......
i love my mom....thnx fr helpin me out in dis tgh tym.......
thnx fr bein der maa......

muzic's da soul o ma life....

i lay der al cold...
gaze fixed into nothingness..

da anguish..da anxiety...restless within itself....
no scope o lettin it out....
da wrldz' chained da individuals....

u gotta make ur own stand.....
u gotta liv fr urslf...
cz ur da only 1 whoz never gonna betray u....

evn da shadow's deceivin....
wat u can hav faith in....is juz u ...n none oder....

da soul grinds....
whines......
but i walk al alone.....

no1's gonna understnd u.....
as u urslf can..urslf.....

da muzic..in da shadowz.....
da darkness o da solitary nyt....

da bed o freedom..is wat u lie upon....
gazin into da nothingness....
and explorin da future.....

da muzic goes on.....
i move ahead....

i see light at ma window.....
i get up to move on.....

i hear da muzic.....
i smile...n i walk alone.......

sometimes..if dats da way..

wat i've done.....i face myself.....

the ruler o ma own path....the king o ma own solitude...
yeah..i love it...
i drive ma own life.....

no regrets...
no pain...
i live alone

teh world around me....evry1 seems to be so differnt..am i livin a differnt life..or is it da wrld itself....

evrytin goes wrong..wen u luv ur solitude..but da presence o cold bloods...maks da solitude to hate itself.....

u are amgst ppl....but it juz seems to be a crowd.......it makes u feel senseless....wat ru doin in dat era o da fake beings...
wat ru u doin der...wer u dont hav ur own recognition....
wat ru doin der....wer u dont feel ur own presence.....
wat ru doin der..wer...ur bein awaited to be pounced upon by souls..to grant favours...

wat do i do to ignore them behind me...
do i folow ma instincts blindly....
do i trust nobody n liv in loneliness....

i wana be in anoder place....
i hate wen u say u don understnd...

wen dis began.....
i was confused...
dint knw..wat to do...
nothing to do......

i shut maslf...
n turn away......
sumtyms gudbye's da only way....

sumtyms....life wil lead its own way.....
sumtyms...u juz gotta liv....coz u havta......


life's a dream....let it cum true.....