an errand..never accomplished..

it was a sunday..
the sweet shine of the sun..
the glaze of the glistenin glass...
the ray of light...the promising delight....

awakened to the wake of my room's disarray..
my cup of coffee...ryt by my side...
my life..waiting to witness its jumpstart....

the drapes wailing to unveil the brightness..
the shadows..waitin to be forecast..
the lights stil off....
my room dint witness my start..

plans whirling in d conscious mind...
tasks..emanating from my memory..
my insides craving to be alive..
i had to be ther at his wedding..

he was my best mate..
the only soul..that made my life
the only soul that made it worth living..
i had to be ther...

wat stoppd me was not in my command..
it was fate....or maybe it was destiny...
soon enough the emptiness sunk in...
i was dying..

i heard them say..
she might not live.
dis might be her last day....
her eyes stil closed...
dont evn know....if she'l ever wake up from d dead..
the doctor had given up hope....

the murmur in d room was drownin..
my coffee cup...stil lying untchd...
i cudnt move...
i wanted to... so desperately...
i was shrinking within myself....

i cud feel the cringes..
the shudder thru my spine...
a weird sensation....
as if it's..the end of my time....

probably it was....
evn tho...it musnt hav been...
he was my soul....
my love....
i was supposed to be his bride...

maybe dis was d end..
maybe...we wern't destined to be in cohesion...
it was planned....

i lost myself to the dead...
may he live a gud lyf....

it was my hard luck....
my wedding...
an errand..never accomplished..