The Undead Grave

an elusive offset
an unprecedented beginning
everything unexpected
yet all so happening...

he was a loner
just like me...
his persona veiled
until unveiled by me...

circumstances made me to know him further
earlier...
he was nothing but one of a feather

i have no words to account
how things got graver
all i know is...
it was the beginning
two subtle minds entwining

days passed...
his likes dislikes
were iterated by me...
same as mine by him..
you might have made a guess
yeah...all were unsaid...
we could read through, without words.

from a simple wave of gesture,
to the most intricate implications..
the look in the eye sufficed.

the happiness of the mortal world
the sadness of the undefined
we didn't need a third soul...
the two of us worked fine.

but one day...
something happened...
none of us knew "why"...

things changed.
pinned down to the emptiness
that crept through both of us...
we were ensnared in our own worlds.

he couldn't sail through this
neither could i...
without being drowned into the cold..

there was no way out..
nothing that could help us out...

the end neared...

i lay numb...
in the darkness of my soul...
i try to look out...
look of of my perspective...
all i could see was a trench...
you go in...and you never come out...

it was ages...
when he finally made me realize...

there has to be another tale...
another beginning...
a journey that never leads into the trench...

an era of communion
where even death-
when sweeps out a draught of cold..
leaves a whisper
"i love you....my other soul.."

IMAGINE.....ITS YOUR SOUL

a skinny figure
walking down the line...

a shadow
encroaching upon nothingness...

the road
glistening under the moonlight...

the unholy existence
seem to parole...

the leaves rustling...
a sign of silent whisper??

a confident approach...
a well led life...

what to believe...
inhumane brutality or infernal surreality?

the silence makes It deaf
deaf to the world
deaf to the reality

somewhere It knows
It's not a shadow
It's a soul

the dark is misleading
It has got to take hold
take hold of It's path
take hold of It's existence

It treads along
It fears...
It knows
only the dead are dauntless

life is an anomaly
it's got no rules

the rustling leaves
the silent whisper...
"you're not alone..."

It turns around
there's nothing,
but "It"
the sole existence

It paces up
the dark engulfs the seamless

call it Legion
call it Manslayer
the traces are so cold

an inimical night
IMAGINE...
It's your SOUL...

wen it comes to cars......
Lamborghini is ma pick!!

wen thngs go d oder way...

tired of bein driven into conclusions
tired of tossing around the corners
tired of manipulating life's course

i finaly realise....
evn wen it was in my hand...
i wasnt d rider of the horse..

now wen..
its not in my hands...
i stil aint d rider of the horse....

wat difrnc does it make...
if things wer suposed to go ur way....
but dey dint...

wat difrnc does it make..
if life abandoned u..on ur course of life..

wat difrnc does it make...
if u wer exhumed in ur own sacrifice..

wat difrnc does it make......

sometimes u juz cant take thngs for granted...
sometimes u juz cant expect a future....

sometimes u juz gotta live...
coz...
someone up there...
planned ur life's path....

a track u ought to follow...
wen thngs go d oder way..

the SATAN in you.....
not evryone is a saint.......

GENTING HIGHLANDS
amazing place in MALAYSIA
u can actly feel the clouds!!!!!
its almost 2000mtrs above sea level....
n daz wer d beauty of this place lies!!!
a must visit...for ppl who wana feel..
wat holidaying actly is wrth of!!!

hav a gud luck!!

an errand..never accomplished..

it was a sunday..
the sweet shine of the sun..
the glaze of the glistenin glass...
the ray of light...the promising delight....

awakened to the wake of my room's disarray..
my cup of coffee...ryt by my side...
my life..waiting to witness its jumpstart....

the drapes wailing to unveil the brightness..
the shadows..waitin to be forecast..
the lights stil off....
my room dint witness my start..

plans whirling in d conscious mind...
tasks..emanating from my memory..
my insides craving to be alive..
i had to be ther at his wedding..

he was my best mate..
the only soul..that made my life
the only soul that made it worth living..
i had to be ther...

wat stoppd me was not in my command..
it was fate....or maybe it was destiny...
soon enough the emptiness sunk in...
i was dying..

i heard them say..
she might not live.
dis might be her last day....
her eyes stil closed...
dont evn know....if she'l ever wake up from d dead..
the doctor had given up hope....

the murmur in d room was drownin..
my coffee cup...stil lying untchd...
i cudnt move...
i wanted to... so desperately...
i was shrinking within myself....

i cud feel the cringes..
the shudder thru my spine...
a weird sensation....
as if it's..the end of my time....

probably it was....
evn tho...it musnt hav been...
he was my soul....
my love....
i was supposed to be his bride...

maybe dis was d end..
maybe...we wern't destined to be in cohesion...
it was planned....

i lost myself to the dead...
may he live a gud lyf....

it was my hard luck....
my wedding...
an errand..never accomplished..