evanescence..

da beautiful maple leaves...

echoes o da past

aaaahhhh.......
life in manipal....
notin to describe...
no words to suffice its magnificence.....
it seems juz a day back.....wen i was sittin in ma hall.....sailin thru da tv telecast of many of ma favorites!!
ma mom was der to ask me"wat do u wan beta fr dinr...pakin kar li????"
n i say it to her..widout evn..considerin twice..."mama...rajma chawal abhi bana do na...kal subah to late soke uthungi.....kal sunday hai...."
she replies.."beta....aj raat ko train hai...tumhe jana hai...nayi zindagi hogi....coleg life ki shuruat hai......itni jaldi bhul gayi!! kaise rahogi tum akele......"
i sudenly wak up frm ma trance.....n i realise......yes...im goin......i am goin to leave ma home....dat has been so dear to me for all of ma life.......im gonna leave dat........i sigh...
dis is but da truth!!!

i luk bak into dis past....i stil dream...as if it was yesterday.......
i miss ma home...
i miss ma family...ma dad,mom n my sweet li'l bro..............i miss u......
i miss ma frnz....ma so gud frnz....who neva left me alone.....who wer always der wid me......evn wen i din need them!!!(hehe...dat shows...dey wer der wid me frevr!!!!)
i miss dat life.....i miss ma emotnal self...dat was so happy!!!

it might not be yesterday......but yes.......life in manipal sure is great.....
it brings me outa ma sadness......it makes me feel alive.....
evn tho i miss ma closed ones........
it has brot me closer to da real life....
i kno i hav to face da wrld.......
wat betr place cud i hav got......odr dan our very own manipal!!!!

agony..

it dsn't matter anymore..
i feel emptiness gripping me..
can't imagine this death...
but dis is da truth...
i'm nearin it..
i thnk of ma frnz..
thnk of ma luv..
al wer so faithful..
their luv was so passionate..
a frnd fr a frnd..
a luv fr a luv..
i'm leavin dem behind..
i miss ur presence..
i miss this light..
i sink deep into da darkness..
bring me to life...
i'm dyin...

A BOND OF LOVE....

(a young guy for a girl…not his love but his jewel..his true friend…)
With every seconds as the minutes passed
I was no more than a memory past,
My heart was sinking,my eyes were winking
As the tiny drops made their way to my arms.

It was then when I realised,
Because I did not apologise
My friendship got at stake,
I tried to,
but it wasn't my mistake.

Few hours back she loved me more than anybody else
Now,she hated me as if I was somebody else,
The tender love which was once for me
Is now,but for others and not for me.

The sun was already about to set
The wind was blowing and the weather was wet,
There was no chance for me to be myself again
When,I heard a knock very then.

In such a gloomy weather
I wondered who came to hither,
I opened the door,and,whom do I see?
The very person who hated me.

I could not believe,she was at my door
Standing as if,was there to adore,
And now she got quite near
While nearing she repressed a tear.

She embraced me with a hug
I know not why,
She knelt on the rug
But began to cry.

When I enquired the cause
She stopped with a pause,
Her cheeks were still bedewed
With tears of thoughtful gratitude.

She started,but she could not say
When I urged,she began to say:
"One of our companions,who was jealous of our union
Made me believe his words.
I did not understand your silence,
but,probably I understood his words.
I apologise for my fault,
For,it was then when the fancy passed by,
and then,when nothing remained.
It was all because of me,
I failed to recognise thee"

It was becoming difficult,for the words to be uttered
Her sobs made it so,
I tried to convince her,
but my words muttered
As forgiveness was not easy for me, to grant so.

But her words were sufficient,
I knew she was obedient,
Obedient not only to me,
But also to her friendship with me.

That's all what I can say
What moved me away,
To make friendship with her,
the one,not in vain
A bond of love,which can never be broken again.

Aakanksha Verma.