why............

i was alive....
i had lived a great life....

but fr dat day in ma life...
no...it wasnt her....

it was her love fr me...
y did she love me so much...
why......

why did she hav to do dis....
why.....

y did she hav to lay a knife on her...
y did she hav to ruin her "to be" married life...

y did she hav to do dat....
y on the eve o her wedding day...

i was so happy....
i prayed fr her gud lyf....

y cudnt she liv widout me....
y did she hav to love me so much....

was it me....
was it my love....

y was dat love so deep....
dat she had to come to me.....

dat she had to slay her infrnt o me...
so dat...i see..dat stil in her last moments...
da last name was mine....

i dont regret doin d same to myself....
i dont regret.....

i was happy wen alive....
n i was happy wen i slay myself....

she wasnt strong engh...
but we strengthened our relation.....

i aint alive.......
but i thnk...dat was wat i shud hav dun.....

i am satisfied.....
if only...we had been alive..........

if only..dat wedding was nt d end.....
if only......it had been ours........

if only........
why...........

i juz kno....we aint alive................