wat is ife???? mayb il neva kno!!

life..at its utmost advantage.......
wat do we expect outa life???
thngs to go da ryt way always>>??
yes...dats wat we wan....no matter wat we do...no matter wat we donot do.....
we wan...life shud be at its best....we wan...evry1 shud understnd our state of mind...we wan...evry1 shud understnd,...wat we wer feelin at sum moment.......n dat is y we wan....life shud be at its best!!!!
hey...but maximum times wat do we get???
al sortsa complications....wich we need to handle ourselves!!
sumtyms complications..w.r.t frnz........
we are sumtyms..entangled in our own relations....always wonderin wat to do..n wat nt to do...whom to be wid..n whom not to....whom to accept...n whom to reject.....
it's a dilemma......bt we neda handle it ourselves!! cz its we who mak our own future.......

in life..we cum across..many ppl....sum very sweet..sum very innocent..
sum very smart...sum very clever.....n sum..simply unpredictable.......

we find ppl...who r always der fr us...we find ppl...who wil be der..only wen dey see sum benefits in bein der......we find ppl...who try to show off....n we find ppl....who are da most adorable frnz.....

we hav to chose our company...cz its we who decide our future,,,.....
our actions decide our destiny.......
wat if..in dis process...of acceptin n rejectin.....we finally find ourselves....al alone.....we find ourselves...left al by ourselves??????
wel..da best solution is again us.....
we hav ta decide our future...we shape our destiny!!
n hence...we must be strong enough to lead on da race o life......we must be bold enough...to be da leaders of our own world.......
we must be capable enough..to prove our mettle........

so...wedr we hav ppl in our lives...or we don......we hav to win da battles of our own lives.......
its we who rule our lives......

the ruler is alwys da almamator......
the ruler rules oneself....
the ruler will rule da wrld!!!

so wedr u undrstnd or u don...
liv ur life....as if ur da only one..born to rule the wrld.....
n if nt da wrld...............ur life will be urs!!!

all hail.......
dranzer

the four horsemen of the Apocalypse are the forces of man's destruction in the Christian Bible in the chapter Six of the Book of Revelation. the four horsemen are traditionally named after the powers they represent. Pestilence, Famine, War & Death...the horses they represent...

White, Black, Red & Pale..respectively....

wel so as to start with....

he's ma favorite bollywood actor!!

from his very 1st muvie...KNPH....

i juz had a feelin....he's da ultimate....

n i stil feel da same!!

no matter..if he had to face a few dwnhills....

he is da actor..whom i fantasy in muvies.....

srk is fyn......but..hrithik....i find no match to him...be it his actin....or dancin..or expressions..or luks.....

hrithik roks!!

n thnx to him..dat i stil hav dat craze fr da hindi muvies!!!!!!

skulls.....

dey r hauntin.....

bt dats da style........

dey maku luk devilish........

n dats wat dis image reminds me of...

da eyes,,.....

da ferocious look.........

a hauntin movie....

da SKULL KING o da wrld.....

da eyes say it all....

da grief..

da pain...da emotions....

u can see it all....

da eye......

da most expressive......o al da signs...

fr love,hatred,regret,disgust,grief,passion...speechlesnes.....

wen sum1 cant say sumtin......u gota luk at da eyes.............

dey simply say it all..........

eyes.......da ultimate beuty....

a corner of ur room.....thots prevailin....n u see..someone's shadow.....
u wernt expectin dat person.......
n ur thots meddlin wid each oder......
a dazed enquirin look......
wonderin......wat m i suposd to do nw....i don wan dat person...to decipher ma emotns....
sumwat lik dis.......
i luv dis image.....
n i hope u lik it too....

art has always fascinated me....

its art...dat i can realy plunge into.........

da depths of reality.......in da midst o fancied strokes of da pen n da brushes!!!!!!

c da wrld....thru da vision o da shades o da wrld!!!!

the enigma of vibrant colours........

DIWALI...ECHOES OF DA PAST.....MEMOIRS O DA PRESENT...

DIWALI.......

the festival of lights....

its yet anoder yr....wen time passes by..we neva get to kno.....
yet anoder diwali...
i stil remember...celebratin..it wid ful enthu...da enlivened vigour..
alas...
it was 2 yrs ago...
i wok up in da mornin....
wakin up..n runnin to da collection o fire crackers!!!
i so luv dem!!
dats da 1st thng i do.....
i see its huge..
various kindsa rocket.....dat illuminate da sky..amazingly wel...n surprisnigly beautiful!!
da triple sound bomb...anar...chakri....etc..
evrytin....
o m so excited!!!!!

da aftrnun passes in gettin ready n al...
its eve.....
we hav in tradition dat v gals.....decorate our favorite hangout place wid beautiful rangoli n "gharounda"
i indulge maself in da task....i make a surprisingly awesum rangoli...!!!
satisfied wid ma work.....
i go upto dad...n ask him...wat next to do.....
he assigns me n ma bro....da task o illuminatin r balcony n terrace..wid "diyas"
we cheerfully tak al da "diyas" in trays...n start off wid da work.......
i guess..u al kno hw beautiful da diyas luk....wen dey kindle altogedr!!!
dat was r balcony n terrace!! da best view..dat ny1 can eva get!!! cz we always put up so many diyas....dat r eyes...wud simply nt go off da beauty o da light!!!

our home lukd auspicious!!!!
it was da best decorated house in da vicinity...!!
"diyas"..dey make da nyt so beautiful..........

dun wid da task.....
we'r askd to put on r new clothes...n get ready fr da much awaited puja......
da "ganesh n lakshmi" worship........
we r suposd to light da "diyas" in evry rum...
n den..start off wid da puja...in da main rum.....

da puja dun,....
nw we r permitted to burst da crackers!!!!!!!!!!
n we shoot offf to da noisiest start!!!
me ma bro n ma dad!!(mom's too scared o firewrks..!!bt stil she can manage wid lightin da "anar"!!!!)
n dats a start!!!!!
den al r family frnz..assemble at r home...
n al peers.....cum up...n make up a rokin DIWALI!!!!!!


bt its nt same since da past 2 yrs.......
i mis ma home....
i mis ma diwali......
i mis ma family.....
i wish...i was wid u al nw........
i so mis dis............

bt life is suposd to be livd!!!!
nt evrytim is it...dat we get wat we desire!!!!!

n so i make up ma mind!!!!!

diwali in manipal!!!
diwali wid frnz!!!!

dats an entirely difrnt feel!!!!
evry1 out on da roads....
da decorated hostel n streets in da campus.....
da firewrks...startin!!!!
thngs r so difrnt...yet so pleasin!!!!

all da hullahooo....at da sight o amazin firewrks...at KC....n KMC GREENS......
da smoke.....
da smell of crackers....
experiencin al dis wid frnz....
is simply amazin.......!!!!

da tensn free lyf...
da extended perm....
da lively roads...
da silent walk...in da midst o da noisy crackers........
da hrt felt feelins...al shared widout da knowledge o oders....

da huggin each oder..wishin wid gud hrt..."a very happy diwali!!!"
da dressin up...in da indian style....
da beauties.. n da dudes flashin da roads...in da light o diwali.......

da bonds o frnship.....juz reachin newer heights..
meetin al old frnz...who many a tyms...wer neva evn seen out on da roads...
students nt bodrd bt end sem prac exams...juz cz its da eve o da most auspicious n da most lively festival.....DIWALI!!!!

evn tho i miss ma family...
evn tho i miss celebratin diwali at home...

sumwer deep down der.....i hear a voice callin.....

"hey sweetie.....u gotta liv a new life...njy...hav fun.....A VERY VERY HAPPY DIWALI!!!!!!"


A HAPPY N AUSPICIOUS DIWALI TO ALL OF U OUT HERE!!!!!!

LET'S ROCK IT!!!!!!!!

MIRTH

it was yet anoder nit,
but sumtin was unusual,
it was dark for sure,
but was fearsome,
intermittent showers
accompanied lashing gusts of wind,
just as my love accompanies me..

flashes of lightning
revealed the lonely streets,
just as the light of my mind
reveals my heart-felt feelins for him..

eerie laughter
got mixed up
with the growl of the atmosphere,
just as my thots get mixed up,
with the fake worldly pleasure..

in this confused atmosphere,
i lay alone thinkin bout him,
cherishin the memories..
that are vivid to the core...

my heart's longin for him,
to be by his side,
as he's out of sight...
i wish i had him now...

the dark hours enthral me,
i miss his wordz,
i miss his presence,
i wish he was here...

the hours are gettin solitary,
the night gettin more fearsome n dreary,
but wait...i think i'm seein sumtin..
what is it?
i walk straight towards it,
the night thrustin its atmosphere..
i see someone...
YES,i see HIM!

he was there,
all that time,
and i was just,i think...
out of my mind..

he was there seein thru
my Feelins,
waitin for me to realise,
that he was there all thru those reelins..

i think we know each other..
just as the nightloves its eerie slaughter..
we love this MIRTH
that amuses us on this earth
we love this live,
and we'll live forever...
together,for each other..

the night's fadin,
i see light at my window,
i see light of our relationship,
i see our love,
and feel satisfied...
I LOVE THIS MIRTH,
of every such night!

aakanksha verma.

da shadow of the lively life....

life is not so easy as it seems to be...
frnz..cum n frnz go..
life sumtyms feels synonymous to a wallet....da notes come n da notes go...
n wen..ur left wid no single note..depictin dat indian essence....ur da one in despair n ditress..
u feel lik..borrowin da notes....
u feel lyk..aquirin dem...as soon as possible...
u feel lyk....life is impossible widout da silver n green notes.......
u feel...ur helpless...
same way.....life goes..wen it comes to frnz....
wen..u hav..frnz..who seem true to u...
ur da happiest person....
but wen....
da frnz...seem to leave u behind...
u start missin dem..n der prized company....
u feel helpless.......
ur life is like an empty wallet....
all left alone..
wid no1 to to rejuvenate wid!!

life in manipal fr me.....sumtyms seems to be so.....
wen i sit bak...al alone..n thnk o da tyms...spent wid ma frnz......
sumhw...i feel...dat i neva had ny frnz.....n mark ma wrdz.....
sumtyms.......
n dats juz sumtyms!!
bt stil derz dis feelin.....
if i wana share sumtin.....wid sum1...i juz get a feelin....dat its nt possible to do so.....dey wer nevr dat close....dat i can thnk o sharin....
but....den i thnk..
its juz a waste thnkin al dis......
sumtyms...life can be livd in da shadows.......
n sumtyms....
its better dat lyf is livd in da shadows.....
hav felt...dat i shud stop thnkin dat deep.....
n thnkin....wel....i thnk i juz hav few frnz.....
with whom.....at least...da lyf can go easy.......

sumtyms.....its we..who neda rise in life.....
n nt always...expect oders to rise upto our levels.....

so......expectin a lyf......i li'l less in da shadows........
hav fun all u ppl out der...
n if u feel...dat ur feelin...da need o a close frn.....
juz close ur eyes...
n thnk bt ur lyf.....
thnk bt da happier moments.....
dats da best solutn.....
n ul feel.....life's da best gift u hav ever had!!!!!!!!!