again a snap by da same frnd...!!
da breath-takin malpe beach!!

snap by ma frnd....
beautiful kapu beach...lighthouse view

IT WAS ONLY FOR YOU MY GOOD FRIEND!

I hear you calling me
late in the night.
I wake in wet darkness
to your music,
Splashing in my ears,
Murmuring " the call for heaven"in hot tears.

I am calm,
But that pain in your voice,
That urge to have me as your friend,
In the journey to heaven,
That sensation...
To free my soul from that worldly prison,
Ah! That feeling...

Life was moving on,
With nothing to rejuvenate with,
A plain blunt life,
That had no reason,
To be walked with.

I am in a dilemma,
Confused at what to think,
What to reconsider-"To live for my life,
Or to die for my pal.

"The emotions are wild,
Both thoughts having
immense gravity in reason,
I hear your music,
I hear that urge,
And I hear my evil insight-
Warning me to be smart
and let go off my friend.
" I know, I can't do that!"

I had your hand clutched in mine,
you were reeling in agony,
I realized,
You needed my company.
My evil insight forcing me
to let go off you,
And my soul...
Pining to get hold of you...
In this withering battle,
I feel my soul leaving me,
Only to give you company.

The evil in me still wanting
to live it's life,
And the good in me,
In an attempt to free its life...
Both at odd ends,
I felt the shudder...
My soul left,
Leaving behind a cold end,
Only to be with my cold friend!

I lay there,
As calm as I ever could have been,
I understood,
I always wanted this,
But never had the guts,
I always wanted to die...
But like you my friend,
I was afraid
to lead a lonely death.
I know you are bold enough,
To make your way through,
All by yourself,
But, I also know,
"Good friends always make good company!"

The answer was easy-
You gave me the guts to do
what I always wanted,
You made me feel,
What's life after death...
That I always wanted to explore,
You made me feel,
I was never alone to die-
To live life after death,
You made me feel that agony of the night,
And you made me feel...
That I was always right!

I don't know if I am happy,
To let go off that world-So easily...
But, I do know one thing:
If I left that world,
With such an ease...
It was only for you
MY FRIEND,
Who was always there for me,
In all odds and ends!
IT WAS ONLY FOR YOU MY GOOD FRIEND!

Aakanksha Verma

IMMORTAL LOVE.......

the evil world’s Sinister,
enthralled my love,
i was convicted,
and my life on earth ended.
the journey was lonely,
i missed that company..
days passed,
as if it were years,
my Death was a Solitary Life,
I wish...
i had with me my ‘Pride’.

it was just few days back,
when i was seen with my beloved lass,
we were lovers,
no less than others,
what if, we were found together,
we also had a right,
to commit ourselves to each other.
no mortal understood this,
she said, “It’s not a common world’s deal,
let the World Err,
and fend the truth of our relationship so pure,
we’ll not deter,
and will live forever, for each other.
we are each other’s pride,
and one day I’ll be your bride.”
even today, her words are as fresh,
as the pleasant honeydew,
it reminds me of her serenity,
as ethereal as eternity....

and then the dark hours came,
i regret not what happened to me,
it’s her destiny that’s worrying me,
no matter if they held me by their weapons,
no matter if my eyes were laden with hot tears,
no matter if i bled to death,
no matter if my life ended,
and i’m in Hell, not in Heaven...
what matters to me is..
Her Destiny,
Her life,
that’s bereaved of my company.

i am not in Heaven,
and even i should not be,
i am convicted of ruining her life,
i ought to deserve this,
and i’ll bear it happily,
ONLY for my beloved,
whose future lies beheaded,
only because of me.
if only had i cared for the consequences then,
if only my love was not so selfish then,
she would have been happy,
even at this very moment ,
she would have been leading a life,
all so very pleasant,
if only....

now i can’t do anything for her,
but can just wish for something better,
if i asked for my living again,
i know, it’ll not be rendered,
i can just ask for something better,
not for me,
but for my Darling Feather,
i just wish she’ll live forever,even without me.......
happily ever.

let her forget my memories,
if her life’s bereaved of me,
it should be bereaved of every such thing,
that reminds her of me.
that’s the best that i can ask for her,
so that she lives her youthful treasure,
to the ultimate Utmost Pleasure.

what if, i’m not there,
it does not matter,
i know there’s a lover,
who’ll love her more than she can dream of,
after my repose- that’ll last forever.
and, if he falters at any juncture,
she need not worry,
coz’ i know the Almighty will grant me with this;
i’l ask for being with her forever,
let Him not gift me my living,
i’ll ask Him for my life...
and ask Him for one favour-
for my soul, my life;
for ‘Her’ sake, if her mortal lover ever wavers,
He’ll embellish ‘his’ love,
by piercing my soul once and forever
To give out its unparalled love,
to the heart of that mortal lover,
so that, my ‘Pride’,never faces a sodden strife,
but, be the bride,to the love of this Immortal’s LIFE,
which’ll live forever,
only to flourish HER life.

Aakanksha Verma.