the other side..

within these four walls
she lay confined...
from the daybreak
till the night...

what it feels when the sun is bright
what it feels when the rain shows its might
the oblong shadows
or the first drops from the sky
all is oblivion

the walls make haven
the Hell or the Heaven
the smile goes unnoticed
and so do the tears
within these four walls
who knows what breathes in here

the mind racing its thoughts
the heart pacing its beats
a deadly combination
but whoz there to see
within these four falls
life is like a sea

the images are revealing
the expressions are concealing
an undead state
for a dead fate
within these four walls
its only me at stake

the love for your love
the love for your friend
it all dies in an instance
the other side tries
the attempt fails with an instinct-
within those four walls
she decides to die

a fall from the rooftop
a dagger in the alcove
a staggering gunshot
a sip of the venom
within these four walls
she lay still
a pillow beside the bed
the soul sits by and kneels

WE exist Beyond Ur Reach

The Darkest corner of the Hell
opened me up into this world
I lay confused..
Writhing on the streets of Pain
Eyes wide open..
Yet sight obscured..
Heart right in there
yep seeping blood
The Irony of my State
Or the Tyranny of this world
It's all the same..

A Soul so Human
yet so Inhumane
The world of wrongs
Was what its world had become
The Entity so sure of going back to Satan..

HE has the Power to wreck the Sane
What will SAtan do to cure the Insane!

The Bizarre state of this Soul
The ghastly appearance of Its restlessness
Lead the way to The Door......
'Ur Time is Up..
Ur Home is Hell...
A Soul that Heaven shall NeVeR bore'

The Hover

when malarkey seems everything
when wants become speechless
when weary is the debonair
when loving is diffident
when hope seems despondent
when thoughts are hackneyed
when reasoning is abnegating
when existence is defying

the ratiocination is The Hover

you scarper this cognition
and you lose your identity
you confront
and the life's rein is yours

ma words in retrospect...

1. kya hua agar aap hamare saath nahi...
kya hua agar manzil utni kareeb nahi...
dost hote hain hausla badhane ke liye....
kya hua agar is dosti mein...
hamari har roz mulaqat nahi....


2. yaad to tum bhi aate ho..
par zara bewaqt aate ho...
ghadiyan kuch aisi chal rahi hoti hain ki...
kuch pal hamari baaton ka...
bewajah gawaa jaate ho....
yaad to tum bhi aate ho...................


3. love is divine..
friendship on the line..
dont let go off the brink..
life will be absolutely fine..

4.. (this used to be ma fav..)

we inherit our relativs by birth, frndz we earn by choice. maybe d very reason, a handful of frndz count more thn a thousand relativs. such is d value of frndz tht sumbody once remarkd " Luv is rarer thn genius itself. And frndship rarer thn luv."


an ear to listn, a voice to comfort, a bond to cherish, a shoulder 4 support. a relatn tht knows no boundaries, one tht supports all dissimilarities. tht's wat frndship is all about. no mattr how diffrnt their choices or simply how diffrnt their identities, true frndz will always be frndz, forevr!

many a momnts they hav sobbd together, laughed together, compromised on so many occasions, sacrificed so many tins. nevr refrain frm tellin each odr, tht u r thr with them 4evr.